Quick one~

Thursday, June 25, 2009

My birthday is not until this saturday but i already received gifts from important people in my life.. Thank you so much~

Parents: Thanx so much for the cash.. Damn alot but i managed to finish it within days [haha~ sowwy~].. And i thank both of u in advance for the upcoming vacay.. Hahah~ sgt2 teruja sebenarnya :)

Abg: Thanx for the card + perfume.. Wangi sangat. Macam taw2 je perfume kita dah kering.. Heheh~

Kak ju: I already wore the nice and comfy crocs last week to sepang.. Belari2 ku dalam kasut tersebut..[crocs tiada dalam gambar sbb dah kat luar umah~]

Sayang: U heard me and u took me to Sepang last weekend.. I thought u were not listening when i talked about the race.. Thanx so much to u~ But all i want from u is U.. Love u byk2~

Nad: I received ur card yesterday.. U posted it~ How sweet :) Thanx for the nice + yummy dinner.. U treated me dinner & supper.. Black pepper sizzling lamb chop + nasi lemak, gabungan perect~ Ku sgt kenyang :).. Also thanx for the cash gak~ Trimas byk2~ Heart u damn much~!! My best fren busuk~

Hawa: I love those cute bears and CARDS.. Byk betul birthday card kaw bagi.. Hereby, i confes that i miss and love u too~ Thanx for the gift, for the card and for all the trouble to mail it to me.. Love u damn much cartoon~

Along + mamyngah: Thanx for the tops.. Sgt chanteq.. And u bought my fave brands lagi.. Sangat2 appreciate :)

Waaahhh~ Hadiah kita tak la gempak beribu2 but i love each one of it.. The thought that counts. Lyne appreciate sgt2.. These people are my family, my BF, my relatives & my bestest frens.. Love them damn much~ Thanx once again~

-meningkat usia-

Taggy tag~

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

***So someone tagged me..Atleast dats what i assumed. Whether she actually did or not, it doesnt matter.. I am still gonna do it~ Here it goes :D

Where is your cell phone? ::right here on my lap.

Relationship? ::happily taken by him.. Love him more than anything else in this world.. *blup blup blup*

Your hair? :: dah panjang.. maw potong ini fringe.. have to cut it ASAP, if not Mr shan will cut it.. die dah ugut~ ahahah~

Work? :: been bz handling all thses timatable.. nak buta mata ku amend menda tuh~

Your sister? :: coming over tonite and stay here for several days because my bro-in-law adi gone to country mana plak kali neh~

Your favorite thing? :: TV.. ahahah~ u can take away my lappy n internet.. but neva touch my TV and anything related to it..

Your dream last night? :: No dream.. YES~!!

Your favorite drink? :: Current fave, lemon SPRITE with a slice of lemon (so extra lemon gituh~)

Your dream car? :: Beemer x6.. and fair lady :) meleleh daku~

The room you’re in? :: im in the computer room.. using the desktop.. ta ingat mana letaknya lappy kuh.. adoiyaii~

Your shoes? :: my cute clark.. my pink everlast pump.. my nice new crocs

Your fears? :: get hury again.. also *terbunuh* orang~

What do you want to be in 10 years? :: jadi jutawan.. IN MALAYSIAN RINGGIT~!!

Who did you hang out with this weekend? :: last weekend, i was with my sayang.. this coming weekend?? hurmmm~ byk plan.. tak taw nak wat yg mana..

What are you not good at? :: anything related to computer.. bosan setul tgk computer

Muffin? :: im not a big fan of muffin, cakes, bakery food..tak sedap~

One of your wish list items? :: new handbag that someone promised to get one for me..

Where you grew up? :: ttdi all the way baby~!!

Last thing you did? :: menekan2 keyboard ini

What are you wearing? :: baju kurung kedah.. hahah~ buruk perangai.. jnji nak mandi sbb nak g mkn, tapi duk jawab menda neh..heheh~

What aren’t you wearing? :: kasut~!!

Your pet? :: dah tak da... dah kena buang kat longkang.. hahahahha~!!!!

Your computer? :: yellow laptop tak taw kat mana... and my 2nd one pon dah tak taw kat mana... so, i lost both laptops.. bongok.. pe ku nak menjawab~ sbb tuh ku curik pakai pc ayah.. lalala~

Your life? :: happy and terapung.. :D

Your mood? :: sgt2 biol.. owh rakan2.. korang la punca nya.. apasal korang bagi aku tag tadi.. tag tuh betul2 buat aku gelak tak abes2.. (and i read it to him, die bantai gelak gak~)

Missing? :: first n foremost.. i miss my sayang.. then, i miss aqil.. next, i miss my lappy.. uwawawa~

What are you thinking about right now? :: mana oreo yang kite beli tadi?? n mlm neh mkn kat mana plak..~ oh yes, abg faizal belikan tak gadget idaman ku itu??~ hurmm.. nak kena bodek die lebih neh.. hik hik hik..

Your car? :: ada kat luar.. baru pas langgar basikal.. tuk kali ke sejuta kali.. ahahah~ jadi habit plak langgar basikal tuh..

Your kitchen? :: ada byk food.. tapi ku tak minat nak mkn~

Your summer? :: poluh2..~ walau pe pon tejadi, ku tak maw summer kat paris lagi.. panasnya melampaw kalah mesia~

Your favorite color? :: sume ok..except yellow and green~

Last time you laughed? :: dr before lunch until now.. bodoh la tag tuh~

Last time you cried? :: last night.. overdos happy~.. eheheh~

School? :: ttdi baby~

Love? :: indah2 belaka.. ku syg org yang layak disyg~ enuff said..~!!

So who wants to share their ONEs?? ::apo punyo soalan neh?.. den x paham:: <-- ku pon begitu~!!


lapar.. maw mandi :)



Here's how you do it:
Dear (someone you recently talked to),
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6)
enough to understand (7). I'm returning your (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You
should also know that I (10) and (11).


*Paste your last answer as the title

1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black - our romance is over
Green - Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other - I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February - When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
Chicken - In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chr├ętien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Other - With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other - The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Other - Shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the mustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your suicide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F - Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorities that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – Am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine - Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider – I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Spank me
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt

ni jawapan ku...

Dear kak yana,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but Your nostrils are insulting. When you put cuffs on me Outside of your office and I saw you Sit on My boyfriend. I'm sure you're Open enough to understand That I get turned on only by garbage men. I'm returning your The cut toenails to you, but I'll keep My virginity as a memory. You should also know that I Will not tell the authorities that you stole the whale from the backyard and The apartment building is on fire.

Best of luck on the sex change,

**..sumpah aku tak menahan~ berani ye kak yana duk atas ribe boiprenku~ huhuhu~

Right back on the track~

Hello besties~ A quick update for u gurls. First thing first, i miss my two darlings so damn much. No words could ever explain and reveal the *rinduness* i have towards both of u :)..

Whats new huh?? So i heard my dear hawa is going to kedah this weekend right? Do have fun ok.. Enjoy ur air nira with ur pak long~ And i surely hope that if u ever have the chance, do come over to KL to meet me and our dearly nenek.. We both deadly miss u~ It has been almost a year since our last meeting.. *sigh*..~

Next, my second bestie, nadia.. U finally made ur blog private.. ahaha~ A very wise decision i must say. Now the three of us could *belasah* without feeling any guilt. About the fella, i know u are talking about who.. She is the same minah yang blur bodos tuh kan?? Ahaha~ I kindda dislike her since the first time u started to complain about her.. Tak terbuka minda langsung.. She is so not allowed to be near me, kang sure nanges kena buli oleh ku~

A quick update about me..~ So everything seems perfect for the past 3 days. I had fun at sepang last saturday & sunday.. I got real dark/tanned but its fine. Where ever i go for the first time mesti ada crite bongok yang aku create yang wat dia gelak n ingat and ngutuk aku~..

This is the story, it happened on the sunday [the race day~]~ So we were at the grand stand, second tier, first row.. Kaki aku letak kat palang2 la.. And he was really pissed off.. He said, "dont put ur legs there.. its not nice for a girl to put her legs that way.. plus, jatuh kang kasut tuh..".. As usual, i played degil to the fullest.. The more he said NO, the more i irritated him.. He kept on kicking my legs.. and BOOOOMMMM, jatuh sudah kasut ku ke bawah~

"Ngok negk~!! Awak kutip balik kasut kita.. NOW~!!", i said.. He looked at me and got up and didnt say a word.. It took him so long to get my shoe back.. Sebab orang2 kat bawah ngah tekejut tgk kasut kita jatuh.. He had to wait for the cars to pass by so that everyone could pay their attention at the cars without noticing him panjat2 kosi amek kasut ku.. From my seat, i looked down to watch him getting my shoe back.. Memang cute.. Sumpah tak leh brenti gelak..

Bila dia dah naik balik, muka die marah but die sendri tak leh thn gelak sbb kita dah gelak tak brenti2~ He said, "told u not to put ur legs there.. Duk sopan2 sikit.. If jatuh lagi, u go get it by urself.. not going down there again.. malu kite..".. Lagi kuat ku gelak~ So, each time i put my legs up, he pinched me ;p

So, that was how i spent my weekend.. And that was the birthday gift he got me.. A ticket to Japan Super GT Malaysia 2009-Grand Stand ticket :)

Rewind back abit.. On Satuday~.. I sorta celebrated my birthday with the people i love [family & BF].. He took me to Sepang to watch the qualifying.. And as i reached home, my family gathered and they gave me presents.. A perfume from my brother, a pair of crocs from my sister.. RM500 cash from my mom.. My dad didnt get me anything.. He said,"i got u a car 2 years ago, harga kreta tu cukup leh cover untuk several more years..".. Ok ayah.. Ku pasrah je.. :p~

What else huh?? My love life is super dooper great.. Things finally be normal again after a year ku thn sabar n nanges.. I am hoping things will get better and better.. Ok lah, 2masalah dah setel.. Byk lagi yang tak setel lagi sebenarnya.. But we deal with those next year~.. Sekang yang penting, those sedeh part gone for good~

As for this coming weekend, i probably be off for a *lil vacay~*.. Me + him + family~ But everything is still on *papers*.. We'll see how~

Thats all.. I'll write later..

Bye girls..


-the butterfies are back..along with their heirs-

Things to ponder~

Monday, June 22, 2009

Even blind people can see
Even deaf people can hear
Even crazy people are more rational

So, when normal people fall of from the track.. They should have known to stand up back immediately and dont wait for the less fortunate people to remind and provide advices.


Love is just like marketing.. Marketing is all about fulfilling the needs, wants of consumers and also to satisfy the consumers and maintain the relationship.. If u fail to tailor with the customers' needs, u r going to lose them for good~


Life is exactly like a PLC.. Once u hit the Declining Stage, u should start to take the most appropriate action.. Either u harvest/prune or u could rejuvenate or u should just let it die and start all over again~

Mind u, if u choose to start all over again, u r definitely on the lose side, because it will cost u more~ But sometimes it is much better to start all over again with new things and environment because at that point you know that u wont repeat ur mistakes again and u probably know how to make things work better~

If u choose to rejuvenate, it means that u still have a high faith and believe in urself and people around u. Therefore, everyone should start to restructure the strategy and amend where it is necessary. This time, it will surely going to work.. Because u really know ur people and the trust is there.. U just need to concrete it~


I am just sharing something that i have been thinking for the past 6years.. I can see the connection between Marketing and life & love. Quite similar and interesting. People usually say that marketing is all about lies.. There are not.. Marketer would work their asses off to prove that whatever they have is good.. Sincerity & honesty & loyalty are the keys as we want to have a concrete bonding with the customers and a long lasting relationship.. So tell me, how can marketing is not similar to life??


as long as i can still~

Friday, June 19, 2009

*sigh* When i actually thought that i could finally be happy, a thunderstorm come and attack me again. If only i could confront u, if only i could talk to you directly, if only i could react back at u, i would.. But,i cant do any of those.. Because i respect him too much til i became handicap. My patience has limit, but i'd follow his words.. "sayang, selagi kita tak lose temper kita, awak pls sabar.. dia budak the center target here now..sabar pls".. Yes, i will.. but i dont know how much longer i can keep up with her stupid acts.

So, to this person A... Get a life will u? Back off.. U walked away, so the end of story. My moment, my time~
To person B... *Sigh*.. What can i say.. U are such an ungrateful person. Just because A is helping u, u want to help her as well.. Stop being her protector~!! Seriously, u gotta try harder to break us up.. Yurp, A is practically like a sister to u, and guess what... I dont give a damn. . Stop kissing people's ass because he is truly sick of u..~

Enuff about the sad story.. I just came home from my another outthing with him~ hehe :))

I came home from work and i rang him. Told him that i am going to have a nap for awhile because i had a terrible headache. He said, go get some reat immediately.. Also, he told me that hes going to Senawang to meet up few people. I told him to take care and BEHAVE~

Minutes after maghrib, he rang me and told that hes outside of my house, was another surprise. He said, he needs to make sure that i had my nap n my headache is gone. He told me to shower because hes taking me somewer and this somewer has something to do with this weekend [saturday n sunday]..

After i got ready, we said bubbye to my parents and left.. First we attacked sunway to meet his best friend who happened to be one of the people who brought him into my life :p [*ngeee*]~ So, we had our dinner there and some discussion over few things.. Too PnC to state here.. Then me n him went to Shah Alam.. He was so excited about this weekend's event. Dari rasie terus dah tak jadi rasie..

Jeng3~ He is taking me to enjoy something that i always watch on the movie.. Since next weekend, i cant celebrate my birthday alome with him, hes giving my birthday present tomorrow.. Rasie terbongkar cemni~

him: Yang, mlm nih sunway ada party~
me: Yurp.. mlm nih until sunday night.. Because of the xxxxx event.. I know.. And i heard one of the D____s on aired this morning on

15mins later~

him: Yang, esok n sunday awak bgn awal taw. U r going to be packed for two days.. Urm, pls bring ur camera along and pki sunblock taw.. Outfit, sporty comfy..
me: Camera?? phone camera tak leh ker?
him: Sure, but tak puas la.. Camera kita yang panjang gile tuh pon tak puas~
me: *thinking : camera + sunblock + party at sunway*... I think i know wer u are taking me.. Hahah.. Thanx so much.. U actually heard what i said days ago about me wanting to go.. Hahah~ Thanx b [n i hugged him~]

He laughed n hugged me.. ahaha.. My BF is kewl.. N yurp, someone is trying hard~

Days ago, i saw an ads on the newspaper about this event.. Then i browsed the net [event-kl night life], that was how i found out about the party at sunway.. I told him that i want to go to the event, but he said.. gurls will get bored and matahari terik gile nanti.. So memang sedih gile la kan.. Then, suddently he got the tickets for me.. Two days and VVVIP seat.. Ahaha~ Kawaii sungguh.. I could never thank him enuff~

Before he droped me off, he asked me to browse the net, to look for tmr's altinery.. Baru online, ku terus attack few must read blogs.. Disitu la bermula air mata ku bagaikan sungai~

The protector crossed the line. I texted him n told him about everything. He was so pissed off and told me to be very patient. Dr happy giler td terus jd down.. He said hes coming over ASAP, but i said theres no need for that.. Ill see him tmr morning.. Taking me to the event.. Hope tak hujan je dah la~... But, if things get worse, we are not going then..~

Sayang, u know that love u n we have gone thru a lot... Things are getting out of control but i never will give up.. I believe ur words and i am hoping the protector will stop at once.. I dont know how much longer i can take~

p/s: he was with me on his birthday and birthnight~ and thats that..~!!
p/s:: im tired with all these.. i hv been very patience for two years now.. so dah dah la~!!
-those butterfly in my tummy are taking medical leaves-

Gumbira lagi~

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Another surprise b.. Thanx sayang. I spent hours with u, sungguh enak. U were there standing at my gate with arms wide open when i reached home after work.. Dah tentu2 ku berlari2 ngan sepantas kura2 g peluk awak.. ahahah~ After the argument we had this afternoon, i did not expect to see u there, standing, looking good & SMILING waiting for me..~

We both when to a cafe [the cafe has the same concept as secret recipe]. We had cakes.. yummy.. Then had to cut it short becos my mom called suh balik.. Kedek2 kitorang balik.. N attacked the internet. Viewed the car club's page and viewed our pictures.. He said i look CUAK.. Hampas~

Then, we went out to buy dinner for my parents. Then sampai je rumah, accidently ku tumpahkan secawan air sprite dalam keta dia.. Cuak babeng kita. He said this, "Sayang, u go inside, get urself clean. Dont worry about it, i'll manage it".. Ku takowt gile. Once hes done, he met me in the kitchen and gave me a cup of iced milo.. Hehe~ Kite wat salah, dia yg pujuk.. Lalala~ Spoilt bratt :D

We talked some more.. Then he took out most of the albums. When he look at the FAT me, he laughed like the biggest devil. Then he told me the story again.. Cite yang masa first time he saw me 4 years ago. I was *pissed off* a bit.. Then he said, *if u gain weight like that again, i would still love u*.. Sudah la kamoo~

He just left 10 mins ago :).. Had a such great hours with him.. Next week, this hour.. he'll be here again.. In fact better~

p/s: my birthday is the same day as Ms PUV and Mr Mohan's anniversary.. Ms Puv asked me to get her a cake.. So, who s gonna get me a cake?? Hurmmm...
p/s: MNHS called me.. What a surprise.. Terkejut gile~

-butterfly membiak dalam perut lagi-

And he is my boss~

Earlier of today, i was busy texting my *adik*.. Then, Mr Shan my boss walked in.. He is the COO of the company taw~ This is the conversation we had..

m.s: Pagi2 lagi dah maen texting.. (n laughing)
me: Its not HIM~!!
m.s: I didnt say anything.. I just said, *pagi2 lagi*.. Hahah~
me: Oh well.. I am just trying to make a point here mr shan :)
m.s: And i am trying to make a point myself.. That it cud be him..~

He went into his room.. And opened his door a bit and said, *Gurl, it cud not be him, HIM.. But it cud be another him... lalalal~*

I laughed.. And my manager, kak yana said *Korang kalaw sehari tak gadoh tak boleh ke??*

m.s: Fine.. Btw, sumone parked her car next to TNB.. Thinking of getting free electric ker??
me: Sibuk je.. Jeles ar tuh~

1/2 an hour later..

m.s: Lyne, i am going out for a meeting. Do take msges for me and do the things i asked u to do ok.
me: Owait boss :)
m.s: Btw, ur car got petrol or not?? Or u use diesel.. ahhaha~
me: Sir, neither sir~!! I use battery.. Thats why i parked my car next to the TNB.. I am charging my car.. Didnt u see those cabels hanging??
m.s: Hahah.. u shud try urine.. Its sorta free..

And we both laughed.. sbb ngah perli sorang nih.. die asyik g toilet je.. dlm sehari mesti g more than 10 times.. ahahah~

Haha~ i love my boss.. Jeng3..~


to dearie besties~

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Short update for my fave two girls.. Ahax~

To nenek, terharu sungguh hati ini apabila daku membaca entry kamoo~ Satu pujian yang melambung yang tak dapat ku bayangkan cemana la kaw rasa lepas puji aku cenggituh.. Ahaha~ Kendian, lekas2 la upload gambar meja tu yer.. Kenapa aku nak gambar meja, usah la dikaw tanya..

Kendian, buat teman ku *gula melaka* yang sangat pelik sejenak tadi.. Apalah dosa aku yang sampai kaw nak pos bom nuclear kat aku?? Andai kata, ku mati kerna bom tersebut, aku dah wasiat kan segala hutang piutang ku kepada nenek.. Tapi die suh aku bahagi sama banyak ngan kaw.. Maka, bil tepon akan ku serahkan kepada nenek, n hutang ptptn pula kepada engkaw..

Wasiat neh kengkawan~ AMANAH Sekian :)

Aku bagi gambar care bears nih utk korang..

Muahx~ Rindu sangat kat *gula melaka* aku~

p/s: nenek, kaw terima lah kenyataan k.. heheh~

-Ynag ikhlas lagi jujur :)-

curik curik curik~ [tag wajib dibuat~!!]

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

♥ Kekasih saya adalah : Seorang yang saya saynag~

♥ Saya sedang mendengar : Ikan melompat2 dalam aquarium

♥ Mungkin saya patut: Start buat keja :)

♥ Saya baru sudah : Ckp ngan seorang manager di sini

♥ Beza rakan, sahabat, kawan : Tahap KEBOLEH HARAPKAN~!!

♥ Saya tidak faham : Orang leh jadi over emotional~

♥ Saya perlu mencari: Participant.. Wawawa~

♥ Ayat terakhir yang dikatakan kepada saya : "intercom me if haji is done"

♥ Makna kehidupan : kehidupan ini indah & satu platform.. and have risks u need to take~

♥ Cinta itu adalah: Datang dengan tanggungjawab

♥ Saya paling suka : Kacau ikan berenang~

♥ Saya akan cuba : MULAKAN research saya secepat yang boleh~

♥ Mengapa rakyat Malaysia suka menggunakan LAH di akhir ayat mereka : Mungkin itu satu cara untuk bg hint kat orang yang dia dah abis cakap.. *haha..maen tibai je aku neh*

♥ Telefon bimbit saya : SE g700 yang dah hilang *pennye* kat umah town house di melawati.. huk huk huk.. sib baek da satu lagi spare~

♥ Katil saya : sangat syok.. hingga sapa je dtg sume nak landing.. Dorang jeles ar tuh tak da katil cam kite nye~

♥ Soalan yang bagi saya tidak perlu ditanya : Apasal nak beli DVD cetak rompak??~

♥ Teknologi adalah : Sesuatu yang menyenangkan manasia PADA MULANYA.. Pastu bile rosak, ia akan menjahanamkan hidup kite.. Uwaaa~ contoh, PC di formatkan tanpa diberi notis awal.. or PC masuk viris sebanyak 139 virus.. hishhh~ nyusahkan betul~

♥ Bagaimana saya boleh memasak masakan yang saya paling pandai masak : kakak saya ajar :)

♥ Semalam : Saye tak dapat tido nyenyak.. sbb takot tak dpt wish bday org..~

♥ Hari ini : Saya nak letupkan kepala saya.. ahahha~

♥ Malam ini saya akan : tgk tv.. 8TV.. :)

♥ Esok pula saya akan : wat apa yang saya wat hari ni.. Adeh bongok kan hidup ini.. (tak da indah mana pon..) lalal~

♥ Saya betul2 inginkan : DUIT~!!!

♥ Badminton atau futsal : futsal.. tapi susah nak cri pompuan yg nak maen.. maka, badminton la.. encik saiful anuar, bilakah kite maw ngedate dalam court badminton?? heheh~

♥ Karaoke : Baru pegi last week ngan teman2 :) ku gumbira~

♥ Kereta : saya ada 5 tayar BFGOODRICH & 4 giant rims <-- jeles tak??

♥ Bilik yang terang atau gelap : Ikot mood and keadaan kepala saya ketika itu..

♥ Makanan jepun adalah : Pelik tapi sedap.. [janji aku tak taw apa yang bakal akan aku telankan~]

♥ Ayat terakhir yang nak anda katakan pada seseorang : Saya hantu kacang sekang.. Trimas kepada kak yana yang menejebakkan saya terhadap kacang~..

♥ Siapa yang anda tag : Rakan taulan and anonymous yang dah lama tak da update.. ahahah~

-saya yang jujur-

Another entry~

Monday, June 15, 2009

I am freaking bored right now. Tied of doing what i am suppose to be doing~ They provide me a laptop along with the internet access and right now, i am kind of misusing it.. Mana boleh do private *work* while u r in the office and using the office's facility~.. It against the ethics. I am fully aware of it, yet still doing it~

Anyways, i am graduating soon.. November 2009 to be exact.. Cant wait~.. Too excited to start my working life. For the past an hour, i have been updating my resume at and applied few jobs. Jobs with no experience require, sungguh membosankan.. But, what the heck, apply jer.. Belum ttu dapat keja pon.. Even if i do get it, take it as a stepping stone.. Gain as much knowledge as possible, then off i go..~

Besties, what do u think?? Do u think that i can actually get a job?? At first, i was thinking of creating my own business.. I already find all the resources needed.. But my boss advised me to work for others first.. Gain experience, then only develop my own business.. Hurmmm~

Pray for me ok~ Thats my update.. I'll update again later.. Love u gurls so much~ :)

-job seeker-

and i say GOODBYE~


L.O.V.E~ How can a simple four letter word be so damn powerful until it actually can turn a person's life up side down without the person even realise it??~ How can love be defined as??~ Personally, to me LOVE is a combination of all the wonderful things, all the pretty things and all those sweet things that tend to make people fall for it and even worse, die for it..

It is a simple word that carries lots of responsibilities and not all people can carry those.. Not all people can actually devoted their lives to love another human being. A person must put all his efforts in loving someone~ Failure to put all efforts, might end up to a break up..

Love contains; Sharing, Talking, Spending time together, Faithfullness, Being friends & Looking together in the same direction.. These are the main elements in love. If u cant fulfill all these towards the one u *love*, it means that u do not LOVE that person at all~..

Some of the famous quotes:

"Love is the flower of life, and blossoms unexpectedly and without law, and must be plucked where it is found, and enjoyed for the brief hour of its duration."

"Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same"

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be"

"Men always want to be a woman's first love. Women have a more subtle instinct: What they like is to be a man's last romance"

"Love Aint Love If You Have To Question It"

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her..."

"If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go"

"The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring"

"Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing!"

"They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you"

*sigh*.. How can u conclude love then? To fall in love is quite easy compare to maintain the spice and the butterflies. It takes a lot of efforts and courages to make sure that the romance alive and everyone feels appreciated and needed as well as respected.

U can always love a person, but u can never force a person to love u back.. And a thing that i always believe... *A girl should marry a guy who loves her, and not the one she loves*.. I am not certain how true it is, but i always keep my mind that way~...

-rosy daisy-

Result..Part 5~

Friday, June 12, 2009

So the result was out yesterday [i deleted my initial post BTW.. no specific reason~]. And i shared the joy with my family and close people. The result gave me two news.. A good and a sad one.. The sad news is, i dropped by 0.09 but my cgpa is still maintained [not a strong good news for me though]. I found my result as quite frustrating as i aimed slightly higher.. The whole family said may be it is not meant to be but they are still proud of me.

Anyways, the result is great but just aint superb enuff. I thank everyone who prayed and wished me all the way. Appreciate sangat2. I am thankful. To my team mates, class mates & course mates, i thank u people so much. U guys were there to witness everything and helped me to get up when i was sinking like hell. I wish i can tell the detail here but, its good enuff for u to know that im still on the list & the dean will see this face again :)


A short update~

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

di sudut kota ini melangkah sepi
di hantui mimpi abadi
tangis dan air mata di pinggir jalan
dapatkah ini kan berakhir

terkubur di pelukan pelacur jalanan
bermahkotakan duri tajam
tutur matamu kawan resahkan hati
surga dan neraka menanti

reff: aku bukan pahlawan berparas tampan
sayap-sayap pupus terbakar
salah benar semua pernah kulakukan
agar gelas kita bersulang

pertarungan abadi setan malaikat
luluh lantah darah mewangi
berhamburan sejuta nafas terakhir
dunia berhenti tertawa

repeat reff [2x]

agar gelas kita bersulang
walau kalah jangan menyerah
agar gelas kita bersulang

[my fave song.. 4 years ago.. Quite a ganas song ;p]

What a morning~ I just go back from Shah Alam. I went there to meet the Industrial Training Co-Ordinator but he was not there. I met with his staffs and talked about my current situation and like i always thought, nothing can be done [which i am glad by the way.. Senang sikit keja aku :)]

They still have not assigned me to any advisor yet and i will only find out about it somewhere after 22nd. I just hope that i will not get that psycho lecturer [the one apin and aj got last semester..hehe~] AJ, kaw jgn doa yang bukan2 untuk aku taw..

It took me less than 15mins to settle everything up. I have to go to work since it is still early. But i have to change first because i am wearing jeans. Urmm.. And now, i am at home. Since dah sampai umah, dah nampak lappy on cantek je atas katil, kite pon update la blog neh :)

Nothing much to say except that i just want to tell my mates that i am still around. I am just quite busy because of my practical + reasearch and have other committments.. Too private to tell in detail. Urm.. I miss u guys too~ Susahkan nak track kite?? I am sorry for that.. I wish u guys all the best!!

Those who have interviews coming up, i wish u guys good luck. Stay in Klang Valley area so that we can easily keep in touch. To miss Sri Erna Sofia Jaafar, bunyik pelik.. Tapi aku rindu kaw.. Kaw geli tak ;p~

Til my next update..

p/s: Nana, cancel.. awak tak hutang kita mamam~!! Damn~!! Ciss..
p/s: Munky, bring life jacket along.. [at least for me.. macam la kite pegi~] heheh :))
p/s: Nad, aku stay bawah naungan ayah aku/ayah mertua tak jadi kaw
p/s: Hawa, lepak sini tak??
p/s: Erna, bila kaw maw fly?? Update.. Aku suke buang masa kat KLIA.. hehe~

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to anonymous tersebut~

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Hello everyone. It has been days since my last update. The last update [i deleted it, but sempat la itu MUNKY baca.. Hebat~] was sort of highly rated. Anyways, what ever is done, is done. I am moving forward. I trust what i want to trust and i am giving a chance to the whole situation. I did that before, so why cant i do it again this time~ The most important thing is, i have my parents' endless love, i have my BF's eternity love and i have my besties + dudes' supports. Yang laen2 hal, aku tak minat nak taw dah~ I told him that i will stand on this quote "bisukan mulut, butakan mata & pekakkan telinga*.. Whats gonna happen next?? Just wait & see..

Comments given were very supportive. I appreciate each comment. I thank everyone~!! Kawan ke, blogger ke, *so-called* kakak ke.. Haha~ Sume la.. Was funny though to read ur comment, but thanx anyway~

In a way, currently i would say i am having a good time. I went back to Melaka yesterday, weddings again :) The traffic was madness. It took me 3hours to reach the destination. Jam gile dari KLIA until Seremban exit.. Then from Port Dickson to Alor Gajah.. And 3km from Ayer Keroh's exit until Bukit Beruang junction. Damn..~ Luckily convoy with my sister and Syafiq.. So boleh la communictae with them and sort of *raced* ngan diorang.. Sapa sampai last, die menang~ Haha~

Met all the relatives and makan cam tak penah nampak makanan. Like last week, i spent my time with Syafiq. Suke kowt kacaw hidup die.. He would never fail me, tak kesah la what crap kite request from him~ So that was how i spent my saturday. I reached KL around 9pm last night and it only took me 55mins to reached KL.. Memang balas dendam nyer drive.. Haha~

Hurm, to whom it may concern, i was wondering how did u manage to find my new URL? I deleted my old account and kite tak sempat distribute new URL sebenarnya and of all people, i never expect u to read it and LEFT me a comment. Panjang berjela plak tuh.. And as u can see, im using this template.. Fuhh, finally kan kan kan.. But currently ngah godek cari yang laen plak.. I am sure u understand me, sbb kamoo pon sama je kaki tukar layout :p

So, thats all for now.. Kite demam balik neh, so i am bit out of words and plus, i *kengkonon* decided to go easy on blogging for the time being.. Have other things to do but that does not mean i would stop from visitting others'.. And page anonymous tu akan ku start visit lagi.. Maw wat checking kot2 die dah susun ke belum.. Lalala~


-empunya blog~!!-

Trying hard~

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Trying hard to survive

Trying hard to be patient

Trying hard to see things from others' view

Trying hard to ignore as much pain as i can

Trying hard to think rationally


Sign out~

Not in a good shape~

Monday, June 1, 2009

Hello everyone~ The title sort of tell u readers something. Yurp.. I am not really in a good shape. I am a bit tense and frustrated over few things. I was angry over one thing and i sort of mixed everything up until i lost control. To u, i am so sorry for all the things i said. But part of the things were true though. Like u said, i can only spread out my *secrets* when i am angry. So, since u already know, i guess everything is cleared~

Yesterday was a tiring day for me. Spent my time in USJ [cribs to relatives & brother]. It was good to finally lepaking with my dad's side. So basically, i would only talk to Shafiq [my cousin].. Sebab sebaya and he understands me, tak berapa byk, but ok lah.. Since i am not close to my dad's side although i spent most of my life at Melaka compared to Johor~

Then, after magrib the siblings [in-laws & nephews included] went to Mymamid [Sunway pyramid].. Went there to grab some stuffs and also to serang ARENA for swimming attire & accessories. I had fun. We siblings jarang lepak sama due to the age gap and different work environment. My brother is a business man so hes busy with his schedule. My sis-in-law is an IT consultant/programmer and she covers for ASIA and EUROPE, so her working hour is completely pelik. My sis is a doctor at a hospital, her time schedule is really really pathetic. My brother-in-law.. A procurement manager who travels alot~ *sigh* and me.. Status unknown.. Haha~

After we were done with our so-called outting, abg sent me home. As i reached home, the upset feeling i had since last thursday was kind of exploded. And i am not gonna lie, the mara2 thingy is still on until now and there is only one mangsa. This upset feeling started since last thursday and i thought it would go away if i kept myself busy, but noooo... Lagi menyampah ada la~

At this point, i seriously want to blame the devil. If it was not because of u, i wont be so miserable.. F*ck [pardon the word~]

Whatelse... Oh yes, i started my work today. It went pretty well.. I was bored the whole day.. And i might be relocated and have to conduct research.. Hurmm more research for me means more headache.. Adoiyaii~!!

Oh well, thats all for now. I dont really have much to update and to share. My days were pretty boring..

Keyboard off~

The list is a bit longer this time~

0106 - Ayah su [53]
0306 - Nina [22]
0306 - Nanako [24]
0306 - Hanif [28]
0606 - Abg sham [40]
0706 - Abg aie [26]
0706 - Maman [30]
0706 - Jukie [23]
0806 - Apin [24]
0806 - Jiman [24]
0806 - Baiti [23]
0906 - Fara [24]
1106 - Azim [27]
1106 - Izrul [23]
1606 - Sayang [23]
1606 - A'an [24]
2006 - Ariff Rezan [29]
2006 - Sheyna [24]
2206 - Hana [24]
2506 - Bob [27]
2606 - Haziq [12]
2706 - ME [24]
2806 - Zaida [24]
2906 - Aizat [19]
3006 - Abul [24]
3006 - Faradisa [24]

Happy birthday to everyone~

Anyone i miss??