6th Sense~

Sunday, November 29, 2009

It is not a secret anymore. Close family & close friends already knew about this. Yes people.. I sort of have a sixth sense. It is something that i shoud not be proud of.. Or should i?? I am thankful that i was born gifted.. I really do. Because i know, with it i can help around and i did help a few.. But i do not know why, lately i am kind of feel scared.

Things i saw.. Things i heard... Things i smelled are not so nice. They do not looked so pleasant.. And what ever i have experienced just cannot be deleted. I still remember everything i saw.. How they looked like.. The colors.. The smells.. Whenever i experienced it, i feel like i need to tell someone.. The reason why i need to tell is because i need to let them know that we are not alone AT THE MOMENT.. And also to calm myself a bit. But no one wants to listen.. Takowt kate nya..

If they are afraid then how about me? Hurmmm.. The only person who understand how i feel is my niece. She has it too.. But waaayyyyy more dangerous. So far, she still in a good condition.. She is the only person who never ask me this *did u run?? . were u scared??*..

When u see something, u never run.. Its not that u cannot run.. Its just that u are not able to run. U are sort of amazed & shocked.. So u will be kind of locked where u are for few seconds.. Or it could even for alomost a minute. Oh maybe that only applies to me. I normally would stand still and wait for the thing to vanish. If it still there, then i'll go.. And yes, never turn back.. [jgn pandang belakang]~

Why am i writing this?? Because i just saw one last night.. And it still fresh.. Maybe because i have not told anyone yet.. Thats why i need to write it down somewhere just to ease my mind~

Just want to share something.. Things that happen in real life are never have the similarity with what ever the drama & film makers portray on the screen..~ Kalau ada pon, sikit la...~

-rosy daisy-

Sigh Sigh Sigh~

Saturday, November 28, 2009

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Somebody's you're going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
Whoaaa Ohwaoooh

*Sigh* People, people... I have started to listen to this song again.. Maybe i need to motivate myself since everyone seems love to demotivate me for only GOD knows why.. My life is pretty bad because i am running out of cash and i kind of *scared* to ask around for my money back.. Yurp BACK.. Org suke pinjam duit ku and aku pulak takowt nak minta balik.. Well, its more to TAK SAMPAI HATI rather TAKOWT.. Owhh~

I have distributed my resume around but still theres no positive news. A person told me this once...

*Ur resume cant be too good. People might get scared to hire u..*

Apakah??? Possible kah???

I seriously need cash to move on.. Takkan nak harap duit mumy ayah je...~

*Sigh* Keluh & mengeluh lagi~

-rosy daisy-

Salam Aidil Adha~

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha kepada semua muslimin & muslimat.

I personally like Aidil Adha more than Aidil Fitri..
Sebab takbir Aidil Adha sampai 4 hari..
Semangat gituh~

** I have watched 2012.. And i dont like the movie!!

-Rosy Daisy-


Thursday, November 19, 2009

I dont know why, i am just so into henna arts.. I love to have those decoration done on my hand but trust me, i dont know how to apply them. The person who did those on my hand is a person who love to play with the henna tube.. And of course loves art too~

The first pic was taken about a month ago.. Only 3 fingers got henna.. The second pic was taken hours ago.. :) Urm, if u look carefully/closer, u can actually spot the half butterfly in the second pic.. Mule2 nak wat butterfly je, then duk berborak.. trus byk plak kerawang2 and polkadot tuh sume.. Dah mcm penuh frackel.. Hehehe.. However, i love them both~

p/s: Adehy~ Nape tangan ku mcm besar?? Tapi yg pasti, urat ku tetap nonjol.. Cemana takmaw nampak urat?? Cam brutal je tangan ada urat2 neh.. [ku selalu tepuk2 tgn, kasik sorok urat..~ & cume bekesan kejap jer~]

-Rosy Daisy-

Layout & Me~

Owh, i just had another boring day usual.. *sigh*. It was raining heavily, so theres nothing much can be done. I made myself a cup of hot cocoa, and i sat right in front of my lappy.. Did not now what to do.....~

I hopped from one blog to another, and i typed words in google, and lastly i browsed to find some new templates. And i found few.. I changed my layout like 4 times yesterday.. And decided to use this one. While i was rearranging the layout, umah ku blackout.. Ku baru je cabot batery laptop seconds before that.. Ape lagi, nganga je la.. Templates dah save, but layout tarak.. Kosong la kejap page ku.. Tekanan betul~

Whatever it is, my page is ready now...~

***Leer Mas = Continue Reading~

-Rosy Daisy-

Berbelog Di Malam Hari~

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Haaaachuuummmm... Ku bersin lagi untuk kali ke... [lost count~] Life has been so not normal and not natural. Sucky Suck dalam bahasa brutalnye.. Hurm...~

Last sunday, ayh received a call from my pak jang about my granny. He told ayah that granny is sick.. Her BP was 60/40 and her pulse was around 40.. And she could not stand and walk anymore even with the help of her U-tongkat~ [i-dont-know-its-name~]

Dengar berite tu, ayah terus jadi cam tak berapa nak tentu arah. Mummy called abang and asked him to fetch us. So the 5 of us went to Melaka dan dan tu jugak [ayah, mummy, abg, sis-in law and myself~] Traffic was fine but it rained heavily so the journey took longer that it supposed to be.

As we reached there, ayah did exactly like what kakak told him to do [since the granny refused to go to the hospital~].. With the help of my sis-in law, sume2 kerja dibereskan.. My sis-in law terer skit bab2 nak distract org2 tua and kanak2.. Gifted i guess.. Kalaw nak harap aku, mmg tak boleh la.. Dah la takowt darah + takowt ubat + tak cukup sabar plak tuh.. Heheh~

Out of 12 siblings, 10 showed up.. We took turn to talk with granny.. Lepas borak2, nenek ku twos sehat~!! Miracle... Rindu anak2 agak nye.. Boleh Berguraw plak tuh.. So we left one by one.. And ALHAMDULILLAH until right this second, we did not hear any bad news.. We might drive up back to Melaka soon.. After all, next week raya an~

To nenek, hope u'll get well soon~!! We all love u.. And seriously, i miss spending time with u.. Last time, kite pegi umah nenek setiap minggu.. Before kite balik KL and the moment kite sampai Melaka from KL.. Semoga nenek cepat2 sehat & panjang umur~.. Although u did say *Sekang ni umur subsidi dari ALLAH~*, still we all hope u will live longer...

♥ nenek~!!

And as for u, pls be home quick.. I know i did terrible things.. I am so sorry~!! ♥ u too~

-miss daisy-

Lets Sing~

Friday, November 13, 2009

Dear blog

Do u remember about the interview i went on the 28 oct?? Tuesday morning, they called me for the second interview. I got cold feet so i did not pick up the call. Few minutes later, the Hr Manager texted me.

*My boss is very keen to meet u today at 2.30pm. Pls reply this msg. Thank you*

I waited for an hour before i could actually reply that msg. I hesitated.. Takowt sgt because the job responsibility is real hard and tough. At least for me.. I am afraid that i could not deliver the work if i get appointed. I asked around.. Family and dawling asked me to go. If i get, i get.. If i dont, then i dont..

So i did go~ It went fine and the interview session was quite long. There were four people. They sat in a circle and i was in the middle. So kire nye ku di attack dari keliling. And the COO did ask me to sing a song. The purpose is to see *can i take a challenge*.. And i did baby~!! Then they asked me to sit for a writing test. That was hard. I never good in writing... In formal form, whether in Malay or English.. Ku bantai saja..

Out of i-dont-know-how-many-people-they-interviewed, only 2 people passed to go for the second interview. So now the chance i have is 50-50 chance. The other candidate is male-35yrs old-wide experience.. And me, female-24 yrs old-fresh from the oven.. Oh daymn.. I dont put too much hope on the job.. And in fact, id be thankful if i dont get it.. Weird huh??~


Blog, remember i told u that my current job/activity is to pick a fight with dawling?? I did that almost everyday. Tense kowt because he is never around.. Up and down all the time.. So yesterday, he finally decided to be back in KL.. He came over with a cute-tiny-white-bear... How cute!!

*I am giving u this so that u can carry it around and everywer u go. No need to drag that big ELLY anymore*

I love it~!! Thanx love~

*** ELLY is a quite big blue elephant he gave me 2 years ago
What should i call that tiny bear?? Beary?? Whity??? I know i am a freak/weird girl who names all her soft toys.. Hahah~

Dah puas belek bear tuh, ku pegi siap.. I called my *BF-Gantian*, told him to go to AMP Square~!! So the three of us melalak karaoke for 3 hours non-stop.. Hebat~!!

Malam tadi ku tidur ngan teddy bear yang tiny tu jer.. ELLY dah dipinggirkan.. Whoa, kesian ELLY~!!

****Its really scares me to love someone deeply because we never know how the future will turn out to be. Will he be the one that i'll be married to?? Takowt tak jadi. He has a close bonding with my family & i have quite close bonding with his family as well. But the closeness does not really guarantee anything, right..~?? I pray for the best and i hope for the best~.. But, if things dont work out between us, i just hope that he knows.. that i am glad to have the chance to have a phase in my life shared with him~!! ♥ ...~

p/s: I ♥ U so much!! For eternity!!

-rosy daisy-

Karutan diteruskan~

Monday, November 9, 2009

Saya meneruskan perjuangan karutan saya hari ini. Walaupun saya tidak melakukan sebarang aktiviti yang menarik, namun saya tetap mahu berblog dan mengkhabarkan aktiviti saya yang tidak seberapa ini.

Beberapa malam yang lalu, saya telah mengkhabarkan kepada dawling yang saya sangat tidak sehat.. Saya demam?? Tidak.. Saya terlantar?? Itu hampir tepat. Memandangkan saya yang asyik terbaring sepanjang hari, saya merasakan saya sudah seperti ikan paus yang terdampar di tepi lautan. Maka, saya bertekad untuk keluar umah bagi membuka liang2 roma saya agar berpeluh.

Seperti niat yang saya semat serta semangat yang agak utuh, semalam saya melangkah [naek kereta dulu] ke jogging park di dalam taman perumahan saya. Kali terakhir saya jejak kan kaki ke kawasan tersebut adalah sebulan yang lalu bersama dawling saya untuk meng*vain*kan diri di depan lensa nya. Tetapi semlm, saya ke sana bagi embakar lemak2 saya yang kian tepu.

Maaflah, gambar tak cantik. Saya curik dari internet. Peng*snap* gambar tersebut perlu belaja lagi cara meng*snap* gambar atau gantikan camera kepada pixel yang lebih tinggin agar dapat *snap* gambar yang lebih jelas.

Saya ke park tersebut pada jam 5.45pm petang dan pulang pada pukul 6.50pm. Sejam saya di sana bejalan2 mengelilingi taman tersebot. Sungguh banyak peluh yang keluar. Saya sangat puas hati dan bangga & saya pasti anda juga bangga dengan pencapaian saya.

Oleh kerana saya sangat teruja untuk membakar lemak, saya ke situ lagi pada pagi tadi. Saya pergi pada pukul 8.40am. Mengapa saya pergi agak lewat & apabila matahari sudah tinggi?? Begini, mari saya cerita kan. Jika saya pergi pagi2 hari seperti pukul 7am, agak sukar untuk saya temui parking kerana taman jogging tersebut sungguh terkenal. Maka saya pergi ke sana lewat sedikit bagi memudahkan saya memakirkan kereta saya.. Saya berjalan mengikut route yang agak jauh hari ini kerana saya tidak ada urusan lain yang perlu dilaksanakan. Walaupun jauh, saya tetap tamat sejam kemudian.

Saya puas hati lagi. Jika saya tidak malas, saya akan pergi lagi petang nanti. Selain saya dapat mengisi masa lapang saya, saya juga dapat menyihatkan tubuh badan saya. Saya bersyukur.



p/s: Anda, saya sudah merindui anda dengan kadar banyak. Sila lah anda pulang ke dengan kadar segera :)

-rosy daisy-

Saya terus mengarut

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Trust me when i say that i am really bored. It has been nearly 3 weeks since i finished my industrial training. I have nothing to do at home besides pick a fight with my dawling every now and then. I dont really feel like going out [obviously with concrete reasons.. hoho]

Every night before i go to bed, me and dawling will talk on the phone. Just brief him a bit how my day was.. At first, i gave him full detail from morning until seconds before i ring him. But now.. I keep it simple.. *bangun - mkn - tgk tv - bace buku - tetido - bgn - lunch - tgk tv - bace buku - tertido - bgn - dinner - tgk tv - call awak - jap lagi msti tertido*.. Heheh.. Itu la routine ku harian.. Cam haram~!!

Because of my wonderful routine, i have nothing to blog about. Therefore, should i just toss this blog away?? I created this blog as a place for me to type about my daily activity for future reference.. tapi sekang tak da wat pape, napa perlu saya ada blog?? Owhhh~

Hidupku buhsan tahap ultra.. I cant work now because i still have programs later on. So if i work now, tak logic la maw apply coti sampai seminggu.. Looks like i have to stay at home til end of this year.. Me*lazy*kan diri and ikowt dawling merayaw wat kerja...


Hehe~ Is there anyone wants to trade places with me?? I would be very delighted to..


-rosy daisy-

Malaysian Football~

Saturday, November 7, 2009


OMG~!! I actually watched the malaysian football tonite. The last time i watched malaysian football game was in 2005.. When Bambang was still in Selangor team.. And i watched the match tonite!! Haha.. I cheered Negeri Sembilan the whole time [referring to tonite's game~] And me, sokong kelantan??? Oh NO.. Be a johorean then u know why.. ahah~ I am so freaking glad that N9 won the match..!! Aldoh i dont like N9 that much.. Alas, Congrats to N9~

To kelantanese:
My words might be lil harsh but no offence.. What ever i am saying here its nothing but a fact.. Peeps, pls do act like human being.. If u keep on acting the way u did just now, trust me ppl will keep on *hating* u.. Kan tak bagus wat perangai cam hape dalam stadium.. Ada ke patot supporters maen bakar2?? Tak civilised sungguh.. Tak malu ke ada perangai cemtuh??? If u cant take loses, then dont come.. Buruk sangat perangai deme... Hishhhh~ Players should practice more and try harder next year & learn from mistake [wic jgn over confidence sgt~!!].. And supporters, pls.. pegi belajar sivik and adab!!

Pepatah baru yg aku pick up dr FB:

Usaha lebeh bai..

Maju lah sukan untuk negara [kepada yg berkenaan]
Majulah beruk untuk hutan~

p/s: no offence!!

-rosy daisy-

November 2009

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Second last month of the year we reached.. [Do i sound like master YODA from star wars?? hikhik~].. Wow, time does fly so fast right and i dont know how many times i said this but i still want to say it again, ITS FREAKING SCARY!!.. Urmm anyways, lets move on..



Nov 1-Kak Nini(28)
Nov 1-Epul [or he claims that he is my PAKWE GANTIAN~](23)
Nov 2-My dear big sista!!(28)
Nov 3-Abg Ak (30)
Nov 8-Along (43)
Nov 11-Uncleku (60)
Nov 25-Ajie (29)


Nov 8-Elle & Sazalee (1)
Nov 26-Abg Sham & Kak Xeira (14)

List of movies that i wanna watch this month [as if i have lots of cash to go~]

Nov 12- 2012

Synopsis: Over the decades, many have prophesised that the world will end when the ancient Mayan calendar ceases on 21 December 2012. But before that occurs, the human race is bound to face natural disasters such as massive volcano eruptions, typhoons and other natural calamities. An academic researcher opens a portal into a parallel universe and makes contact with his double in order to prevent an apocalypse predicted by the ancient Mayans.

Nov 19- A Christmas Carol

Synopsis: Charles Dickens' timeless tale of an old miser who must face the Ghosts of Christmas Past, Present and Yet-to-Come, as they help bring kindness to his otherwise cold heart. The Ghosts remind him of the man he used to be, the hard truth of what the world is today, and what will happen if he does not strive to be a better man. Set around Christmas, the most joyous day of the year, Scrooge realizes the sharp contrast of his own personality. Jim Carrey plays four separate roles in this updated version of "A Christmas Carol." Carrey portrays Scrooge, as well as the three ghosts (Past, Present, and Yet-to-Come). Robert Zemeckis ("Back to the Future" trilogy) has his chance to dabble in telling a story through the windows of time, as he directs the long-awaited remake.


Synopsis: After Bella recovers from the vampire attack that almost takes her life, she looks to celebrate her birthday with Edward and his family. However, a minor accident during the festivities results in Bella's blood being shed, a sight that proves too intense for the Cullens, who decide to leave the town of Forks in Washington, for Bella and Edward's sake. Initially heartbroken, Bella finds a form of comfort in reckless living, as well as an even closer friendship with Jacob Black. Danger in different forms awaits.

Those are some of the things what will take place in November. Actually, there two more movies that i want to watch but those three above are the must watch for me.. Last but not least, Happy November to everyone~

-rosy daisy-