Very Very New Beginning~

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Today is the very final day of 2009 people. And today i started this new blog. The old is still there, but i made it private.. Better that way.. I love the old blog.. Tak maw delete.. Byk cerita sedeh :( Tomorrow is a whole new beginning of everything. New day, new year, new life, new path, new adventure :) And trust me, i will start to learn on how to make decision. Been making wrong ones lately.. Aisey.. Isk isk isk..

Life has been paranormal a bit. Though that i am so grateful with what i have and own. I leanred a lot from the past. Either positive or negative. It does not matter. And i do not have any regrets on anything.. Things that happened to me tought me to be a more mature person. It tought me to see things from different views and perspectives.

Oh well~ What ever happened, happened.. There is no time to cry over the past. And trust me when i say, i am happier. Nobody knows what i have been up to. Nobody knows what i did. Nobody knows what i think. Since nobody knows anything, i really hope that everyone could stop speculating about anything that u urselves do not certain about.

2009 was not an easy year for me, neither did 2008. I have gone thru alot and i really hope that i would not have to go thru any of it again next year. I am going to leave everything behind.. Urm, I will try to leave everything behind. I am going to do that for myself and not for anyone else. There were lots of things that happened to me in 2009. Some are worth to be remembered and some are just too painful to swallow, yet everything is in the past.. Thus we should try to forget it and just be prepared for upcoming events.

Also, there are other things that i want to leave too:

1- Story tellers. Been hearing alot of unpleasant stories. Made-up stories. I cant bare any of it anymore. Dengar bukan dr orang laen.. Kawan sendrik plak tuh

2- People who are sooo ungrateful.. I treated them nicely but what have they done? Lets just say, when u have the *bling bling*, u are somebody to them. When u are broke, u are nothing but dirt.. Thank you for the experience, i am so going to ignore u for the rest of my life!

3- Problem inniator.. Thank you for putting me thru everything. U people can be a great director for reality shows.. Hurmmm~

So yeay, those are the three things that i want forget and delete. If i face any problems similar to those, i am contend. But i hope its from someone new and not from the same people.

A piece of advice, do not simply barge into other people's lives. Never cause any problems and misery to others cause one fine day, u WILL be in their shoes and at that time, there is no point of regretting. It willbe too late for everything.

Thats all for now..

Its a new blog, therefore i am hoping to have a blissful life.. However, the old blog is still there and yes, its still private :)

Happy New Year :)

& like i mentioned in my old blog, i am not going to celebrate new year but i will stand right in front of my gate.. To watch the fireworks :D


::Blab Blab Lagi::

Uweee~ Like i said, i do not have any plan for today and tonite. Friends invited me for BBQ part, for countdown party, for waht ever party.. But i am sorry people, i have to decline everything.. Huhu.. Owh! Since i am so extra rajen today, lets just update the blog.

I accmpanied my parents to do some groceries today at one of those bagak hypermarket in town. The final time parents be spending on my toilettries [cemtuh ke eja??~], after this.. No more.. After this i have to buy everything onmy own. Owh kejam nya dunia.. Huhu..

After we are done with the groceriens thingy, my dad went to the loo. I walked around and stopped at a stall.. Shoes stall. Obviously brandless and cheap.. Kebetulan la pulak memang i am looking for a flip flop and i know exactly what i want.. I just googled the flip flop last night.. Googled and saved.. Hehe, i really want something like this because it s soooo cute :p

However, i do know that it is hard to find something like that in malaysia.. Maybe ada, but considering kita nih katak duk dalam glass, mmg tak kan jumpa la kan.. So i bought one. Saja kasik sejuk sikit hati.. Memang jawuh panggang dari api.. But i am happy.. At least now i finally have a flip flop.. Mine is been borrowed by someone for months now. Cam tak da harapan nak dapat balik je.. Even it is not that nice, well.. It is only RM10.. Jangan gedick nak cun2 sangat la, byr pun cipot je... :p

Owait, til my next update people... XoXo~

p/s: Why huh?? Still care?? Only i know what i am doing. U hv emotional imbalance eh.. One minute u r oke, and another minute u r someone else.. Creepy and freaky!!~ No wonder~


::One Song That Suits Her Best::

When she was 22 the future looked bright
But she's nearly 30 now and she's out every night
I see that look in her face she's got that look in her eye
She's thinking how did I get here and wondering why

It's sad but it's true how society says
Her life is already over
There's nothing to do and there's nothing to say
Til the man of her dreams comes along picks her up and puts her over his shoulder
It seems so unlikely in this day and age

She's got an alright job but it's not a career
Wherever she thinks about it, it brings her to tears
Cause all she wants is a boyfriend
She gets one-night stands
She's thinking how did I get here
I'm doing all that I can

It's sad but it's true how society says
Her life is already over
There's nothing to do and there's nothing to say
Til the man of her dreams comes along picks her up and puts her over his shoulder
It seems so unlikely in this day and age

It's sad but it's true how society says
Her life is already over
There's nothing to do and there's nothing to say
Til the man of her dreams comes along picks her up and puts her over his shoulder
It seems so unlikely in this day and age

Haha.. Look at what i found?? I was browsing the web googling for a lyric. A song suggested by a friend of mine. Instead, i found this song and i started downloaded it and currently listening to it. Call me bad or what so ever, but i wish i could dedicate this song to that anonymous.. Haha.. This song suits her REALLY well.. Oh daymn.. Jahat betul aku malam nih :)

I am sorry to say, she does has a pathetic life and i am praying to GOD ALMIGHTY thay i will not end up like her.. Taw aku takowt.. Ngutuk org lagi.. Frankly speaking, i wish i could reveal her identity and tell the world what she had done to me.. Like the one she planned to do to me on my birthday, but it did not happen.. Thank GOD!!

Anyways, this anonynous is one of the reasons why i keep on changing my URL.. I am not sure whether she knows my old URL, but i just changed it. And i can assure u that i will keep on changing the URL until i am fully satisfied.. Urk.. Sorry.. And i totally understand if u dont want to read my junk here anymore... Totally cool with it~

-rosy daisy-

::Wrong Question::

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Its just a day left before the New Year's Eve.. Honestly speaking, i am so looking forward for this event because i missed it last year. I was so-freaking-sick last year til i could not got up from the bed.. Therefore obviously i want to spend my eve this year OUTSIDE form my house..

But sadly to say, i am not going anywhere.. The BF does not want to take me out and i am not allowed to go out with my friends. Freak BF i have. Hish~ My friends are going to PD tomorrow and i can assure u, its going to be one awesome night.. But where Miss Daisy will be when the clock strike 12am?? I will be on my yard and looking at the sky.. Watch the OU & The Curve's firework... What a lame celebration.. Daymn~

To make it worse, people around me keep on asking me, where am i going to celebrate my New Year?? And i said, nowhere, they thought i am lying.. Ishk~ Double ishk~!! I am begging people, stop asking me that question because i will get cranky.. :p

So people, i have such a straight forward life.. The BF will be in the south part of M'sia until next weekend, before he crashes PD for another event.. And me?? Jadi penunggu setia.. Daymn!! I curse u b.. Mara betul!!

p/s: U missed our dinner last night and breakfast this morning.. Thanx to you, i am having a major headache now.. Betul la awak nih!!

-rosy daisy-

::Thousand Apology::

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

I am so sorry. I had to change the URL.. AGAIN..
Sorry for the inconvenience!!~
And i dont blame anyone for not reading my junk..
Again, i am so sorry!

-rosy daisy-

::Sayonara 2009::

Monday, December 28, 2009

We are finally reach the end of the year.. Something that i have been looking forward to. 2009 is not a good year for me. Too many heartaches but i learnt alot from everything and trust me when i say, i do know how to stop all the dramas or how to make sure that those dramas will not occur again... But i never did anything.. What a huge mistake!!


1- I got a nephew early of this year whom i love so much.. He is so smart and i hope that he will grow up quick and be just like his parents. Smart and modest!!

2- Ayah is hospital free.. Not even once admited this year. Praise to ALLAH..!! He is taking a good care of himself. I am so proud of him because he never complaints!! He is so strong, how i wish i am more like him..

3- I celebrated my birthday this year at JB.. Well sort of celebrated. There was a wedding at JB on my birthday, so family and relatives gone back to JB..

4- Lots of makan2 taken place this year. We gathered alot this year and everything went fine and smooth.

5- Raya Aidiladha was superb. Brother & sister celebrated this year's eid in KL.. Sangat meriah compare to last year. Parents were happy and i was happy to see them happy.. Ni la rugi nya bila adik bradik tak ramai.. Tapi bila ramai, semua nak betelagah... I am lucky to have only 3 siblings!!


1- I am lucky enough to have wonderful friends who never leave me. Who would always be there to support and to guide me.. They never fail me.. Not even once!!

2- My part 5 was not that difficult, since i am one extend student. At first i thought that i will not survive.. But i did, i did pretty well. Not going to lie, it was difficult at first because i barely knew people.. When it comes to group project, i tell you.. It was such a miracle that i can actually go through it.. Though i have few friends, they supported me awesomely.. Thank GOD!

3- Friends who are already graduated are also great. They never forget about me and will try to ease my brain whenever they feel like i am in a mess. Cheer me up and visit me.. They did wonderful things. They helped me during my final sem. They gave me ideas on how to get my reseach done and they tought me how to apply the SPSS software. Without them, i do not think that i can get everything done on time!! Thank you so much people.. :)

4- My best girl friend, Dya!! OMG!! I really do not know what will happen to me if u were not my best friend. Not only u are a great friend, but u are one superb listener and one awesome shrink.. :p. U always listen to my crap.. Listen to my cry.. Would try to cheer up me each time i feel so down. I could never leave a great friend like u.. I love you so much babe!! No one can understand me like u do.. XoXo~

5- My best male friend, Ralf!!.. Thank you so much for being so understanding. U never blame me for the situation i put u thru. Instead u keep on giving me support and motivation.. Endlessly!! Thank you for knowing what to say, when to say and how to say.. U and Dya are superb and no wonder the three of us are great together!! And yes, thank you so much for being one great tourist guide when i was in KT.. And now, i am so in love with KT, though last weekend was not my first trip there..

6- AA dearie. U taught me great things and i promise u that i would never forget every tiny details u have done for me. Thanx for the dinners, for the entertaiment, for all the warm hug, for all the words. U inspire me in so many ways.. And because of that, u will always have a special place in my heart.. Eventhough we can never see each other anymore.. I will always pray for ur success!!


1- The only thing that i did not encounter any trouble and problem at all. I got almost everything i wanted and honestly speaking, i am proud with my own accomplishment though its nothing actually.

Love Life:

1- Its THE ONE THING that always bring me nothing but endless problem. I am bored with my love life.. One thing after another.. Endless dramas, endless arguement and seriously, i dont even know what we always argued about.

2- To u my dearie BF.. Thank you for everything. For trying hard to make me happy again by correcting all mistakes. Thank you for the birthday gifts and actually be with me on my birthday at JB.. Thank you for every gifts u gave me all thru out this year. I like them very much and i do appreciate them. We have gone thru alot.. And be tested from every corner.. Though that, we are still together.. I am thankful~

Conclusion is, my family, study and friends are superb!! I cant ask for more or replace them!! NEVER!! And that KT trip was not a mistake at all.. [Days before i left to KT, i almost wanted to cancel it.. Lucky me, i did not!!]... ALHAMDULILLAH.. I hope that, what ever happened in 2009 will remain in 2009.. I want a new life, new path and new problems in 2010!! :)

GOOD BYE 2009 AND HELLO 2010!!

-rosy daisy-

::Color Color::

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Ok people, here is the thing. It is almost midnite and i am still awake. I must sleep early so that i can get up early tomorrow morning... Sebab maw bertolak awal pagi. But NO.. I am still awake.. Besar bijik mata kuh~ Tensi tensi..

I finally emailed the company, to turn down the offer. Haha.. I forgot all about it until about an hour ago.. I did not really have the dialog in my mind, so i just typed and typed whatever that popped up at that time. It was more like a very non-formal message. Gile horror aku nih... And the best part is, they will only read the email on the 4 jan 2010. Mesti sakit jiwa/jantung/hati/limpa/peparu mereka nanti. Hohoho...~ Sorry mr felix.. My mistake.. And that is why u shud not hire me, my friend :p. One concrete and solid reason.. Thumbs up!!

So, the PMR result is out. And that event reminds me of the *drama* happened weeks ago. Where people mistaken me for being 15-year-old gurl.. Weee~ . Anyways, my niece is so freaking happy.. She got 8 A's, good for her.. She was all stressed up.. Because her mother/my cousin said this,

"U are out of the house if u dont get 8A's.. Get it??"

Ouuchhhh... Yurp, painful.. My niece said this to my mom,

"Can i stay at ur place Tok N?? I'll share room with Aunty Rosy.."

Heheh... Lucky her... Hahahah

I really need to force myself to sleep now. But how? I am enjoying movies rite now. I watched The Grinch and Fred Clause over and over.. Haha.. I love Xmas.. Movie yang tak membuhsankan~ Currently i am watching HORTON... The gajah yang cute :)

Will continue after i get back ok... Kan dah berazam nak post entry banyak2 bulan nih.. Tak da cerita best pon, ku blog jugak... C ya people...

Merry Xmas and Happy Holiday :)

-rosy daisy-

::So Its Decided::

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Gone to my old placement earlier and told them that i have thought the offer over and over, and decided to join the team. They were happy with the decision made and started to brief me about the new business and everything.

My job scope is freaking wide. They needed me to handle their new product business from zero to hero.. Hurmmm... Market it and create a great relationship with the clients.. Jage accounts la, jangan bagi depa lari!! And current clients so far are ports and some manufacturers. Daymn~ Soon i have to do some presentations and close deals with several goverment, those kementerian2.. Doink!! Not to forget, i still have to continue my old job, the one i did during my practical.. Conferances & seminars.. Uikss...

Thou the responsibilities look so scary, yet i am happy!! Conferances and seminars are nothing.. Been handling it for nearly 3 years now.. No biggie.. But need lots of hard work thou.. Contacts kena belambak.. Sponsor kena cari.. Participants lagi.. As for the new SBU, i need to do lots of reading and reading... Especially all about molecules, oil and gas stuffs too.. So, those are more-or-less about what i will be doing soon starting from 4th jan 2010.. hohoho~ Pray for me & wish me luck ya :p

Urm... About my second offer... I have not met them yet.. Technically, they still do not know about me wanting [so badly] to turn down their offer.. Hahah!! Supposedly gone to the office last monday, but i was not around til this morning.. Mampos aku pas neh.. Heheh...

That is all from me.. Will continue soon after i come back from the weekend short holiday trip~

p/s: Saya maw report polis yang anda ugut maw pijak tengkorak saya.. Hamlaw betul!! Saya cekik anda sampai keluar usus baru taw!! Chett...

-rosy daisy-

::My New ♥::

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

I am one OPRAH's big fan, thanx to a friend of mine who sorta introduced her show to me when i was in form 5.. I knew OPRAH since i was a kid, about 6 or 7 at that time. Her show aired on TV2, Sunday 1pm in those years.. See i still could recall it in detail.. But i never liked her show maybe because i did not understand her word she was saying.. English was not my language and to be honest until today, i still feel the language is quite an *alien* to me.. Haha!

Anyways back to my friend.. We were weeks away before SPM, so syllibus sume dah habis and the school did not really bother whether we showed up at school or not. I was bored at that time, so my male friend brought up the OPRAH topic.. He started to tell everyone how much he loved [loves, i assume he still does] the show. Everyone did not really pay any attention to him besides me..

The conversation was something like this... But it was in Malay la..

*U watch OPRAH?? Why??*

*Hey, i like the show ok.. I learnt alot from the show.. Books, food, financial, family.. Everything.. U name, she has it.. U should try to watch the show.. U wil be amazed..*

That was how it all started... So now, i am one her loyal fan.. Tengok oprah from Star World to Hallmark.. Ikowt je channel mana yang ada the show :)

Ok, panjang betul mukadimah... I am trying to share with everyone my current want guy.. A new one.. If before, i was so madly deeply in love with Bob Harper, now i must say i fell in love with Nate Berkus. I saw him on OPRAH lots of times, but only last week i realised how much i adore him... Ngeeee :p

Ini Bob Harper.. The trainer for Blue Team, Biggest Loser

Mr Nate Berkus, My new ♥ [gedikxx]

Ok, let me tell you a bit about this fella...

"Nate Berkus (born September 17, 1971) is an American interior designer and decorator. He runs an interior design firm in Chicago, Nate Berkus Associates, and has been a regular guest on The Oprah Winfrey Show, on which he offers design advice to viewers. In 2005, Nate Berkus began selling his merchandise at Linens 'n Things stores throughout North America. He is the host of the new reality show Oprah's Big Give, which premiered March 2, 2008."

Pictures below are his Manhattan New York Apartment. He bought this place for him to crash whenever he comes to New York.. The apartment is super dooper small. He transformed the eeewwwwwwwed place into one awesome crib to live in. He removed few walls here and there... And walllaaaaaaaaa.... His tiny apartment is no longer looks tiny... Thumbs up!!

Really like his work!! If i send a letter to OPRAH, to make over my crib, would Berkus choose me?? Would he come to here?? :p.. Mula la maw berangan dengan penuh harapan... Heheh!!

What ever it is, i still have a huge crush on Edward Cullen.. Weee... Haha, terasa aku neh player plak.. Bluekkk..

-rosy daisy-

::A Cold Night. A Night To Flashback::

Monday, December 21, 2009

I am typing this entry while i am watching AWAN DANIA, meaning to say the time now is around 1040pm, monday night.. I read through my older posts.. Things i posted earlier of this year.. I know i should not done that because it full with bad memories.. I spilled out my problems indirectly.. Hish...

Its a cold night and starting from tonight i know that me and nan pengyou will be *apart*.. And i could not remember when was the last time we went out together.. What was the last movie we watched together... Things were different back then.. We have been together for years and hunny, i am looking for more years to be with you.. And that is not even a secret..

Years ago, you saw me for the first time.. And awak kutuk kita for being so freaking fat.. And years after that we met officially, in melaka.. I hated you and fell in love with at the same time. I hated you for being so arrogant. Sombong tak hengat.. But because of that, i fell in love with you. U did not say a word to me. But u sought for me once i left.. I left without saying goodbye to you.. Sebab nyampah kat kamu!!

Then u added me on myspace [zaman myspace lagi masa tuh :)] And left me a message, *Text me once u approve me.. Here is my number 01x-xxxxxxx*.. I was so straight, i texted you.. And that was how u got my number.. And we started to be friends and together.. :)

But u did something to me and i left you 2 weeks after that. And u changed your number.. U were so devastated.. I never told you what u did.. Months later, i texted you although i knew u never turn on that number anymore.. But GOD is Almighty.. Days after that, you replied my message.. And we started being friends again.. Yeay :))

We met almost everyday.. You fetched me to work [i was doing my part time at my placement at that time] every single day but u never mentioned what was your real intention. We became closer and closer.. Me loike!! Then my semester break ended and i had to go back to melaka.. The first night i was at melaka, u called and we talked for hours.. Before we hung up, u said this:

*I love you*

*What??* [pretended like i did not hear you]

*Urmm.. I said take care you*

Then i texted you...

*I heard you.. I love you too*

And you surprised me the next day. You drove all the way to melaka.. Just to tell me that you love me personally!! I would never forget that sayang. U met my friends and they all like you.. :) U would came over to melaka every monday and wednesday.. Or whenever i told you that i am hungry.. Even at 2am in the morning. I appreciate it yunk.. So much!! No one has ever done that for me.. And yes, then you gave me the wonderful ELLY.. I love it so much!!

Then the rest is history.. There were ups and downs and our lives are like rollercoaters and trust me sayang, i can predict more rides waiting for us in future.. Are u up to it?? Can we handle it?? Urk... I can if you can.. Like i said:

*U are my back bone*

And u said, *U are one of my ribs*

Therefore, we must always stick together and work things out and i never regret being with you although i must say sometimes you are a pain in my ass.. Haha Or is it me the pain in ur ass?? :p... Lets just be the pain in each other's asses... hahah!! Gile 18sx entry kuh..

Things were never easy for us and things will never be. I hope all our patience will be paid off soon.

Ya ALLAH, besar betul dugaan kau beri kepada kami.. Tapi kami takkan putus asa selagi kami yakin kau ada bersama kami~

The reason why i am writing this is because i really want to let it all go. All the bad memories, the sadness and the miseries contributed to us by the society. I dont want to remember any of it anymore.. Cume satu je i want to say,*Life is all about Karma!!* I am still monitoring my surrounding... People who barged into our lives are facing the same thing.. Done by others.. I am not saying i am thrill happy, but i am glad... Hoping with the punishment from the above will remind them not to barge into other people's lives in future!!

p/s: I you and i am trying my very best to control everything... Take care dear. I wont be gone for long.. I will you see once i get back!

p/s:: I feel much better now after let it out.. Things are looking good and BETTER!! Thanx to everyone..

p/s::: Soalan, macam mana la rasanya kalaw couple bagai nak rak but at the end tak kawen?? Quite heading that way though... But hopefully we able to manage things.. Doakan banyak2!!

-rosy daisy-

::Just A Monday::

Hello pretty earthlings.

I am back with edited post edition. Yurp oh yurp. The time now is almost 5pm and i just wasted my day at home and do nothing :p.. Ignore my previous entry, the one about me being in drama.. Though this is my blog but somehow i do not feel free enough to blab about it [kerna ku segan sendrik].. And i have no other place to spill it all out. Sigh~

Lets not bore this blog with my sad tales and uncertain ending story and start to blab about my previous weekend... Nothing adventurous happened during over the wekend. Just me spending some quality time with the big sister.. We went out together yesterday, did some haunting and hunting for handbags.. Sort of taking some advantage over the Year End Sale... Dah tau duit kian menghakis, ada hati lagi ku maw beli handbag..

We both were very fussy in finding one.. That is because we already knew what kind of bags we were looking after.. After hours of walking, still we could not manage to find something that able to melt our hearts.. Call us cerewet, we do not care... We are ladies/women... We are designed to be fussy :)...

At the end, we just grabbed whatever that we feel others might say,

*Hey that bag is nice... Where did get it??*

Really hope that someone will say that... :p.. I need some compliment now.. Gile mengharap.. Buruk perangai betul..

The conclusion is, i spent my whole day with my sister yesterday.. And i survived.. Tepuk tangan ramai2 okey...

p/s: Some vacation needed pronto.. Will be heading to the EAST soon.. :)

p/s:: I changed my layout. Using something flowerish.. Hehe, i am trying to be gegurl sikit.. ^_^

-rosy daisy-


Sunday, December 20, 2009

December, the last month of the year.. Lots of dramas have taken place.. Good, happy, sad, depression and so on. Me being one loyal reader just enjoy whatever is displayed right in front of my 4 eyes [daku rabun sebenarnyer :)].. And share the joy and sadness with the bloggers.

I am currently going through a drama of my own. Been in it for quite a long time and i do not know what keep me still hanging on. However recently i feel like i am losing grip because i do not think i can hold on much longer. This whole thing abuse me mentally and emotionally. I really do not know to whom should i place the blame.. Am i acting childish and selfish now? I used to be very positive.. Hoping things will slowly change. It does...... but never heading to positive direction...

The scenario changes all the time but the people involved are still the same.. And i know if i keep hanging on, i will go crazy, in a way.. That is one thing i do not know whether i am up to it.. Haihhh.. It is worth to still sabar with all these after everything i have gone through?? After all these year??? Ishk... Penat dah pikior neh... I am thinking of *pulling off the plug* but i do not dare to break the news. Not that i am afraid to hurt his feelings but i am not sure whether i am making the right decision.. Ishk!!

Enough about that...

Last thursday i went to my old placement and met those people there. They were happy to see me.. And they said that i came at the right time because they want me to join them in January 2010.. Yes people.. I have been offered another job. Cool! The job is to do marketing. Marketing Exec.. More like me, Yeay!

I told them i already been offered by another company but i still have not collect my offer letter which i will be collecting them this monday [as in tomorrow]. The new job offer is quite tempting. Not as in the basic salary [because both companies offer me the same amount] but in terms of job responsibility. I am more marketing person and not sales person. Obviously i will prefer this marketing post more than the sales post.

I asked around for opinions. And mostly people around me asked me to join my old placement.. Because i did my industrial training there and i already know the people for years... [sebab daku mmg rajen gile wat part time kat situ dari 2007 :)]..

So, what do you people think??? Owh, i still want to collect the offer letter from the first company [just in case i change my mind].. But still, i want your opinion!!

Thank you :)

My idea of life:
"Life/Love is like a research where there are hypotheses and conclusion, explore and describe, menthod and finding... Wrong IV will lead us to a whole waste of time and money.. "

p/s: I dont think that we are meant to be.. I hate our current situation and i am not strong anymore to face all these things over and over again!

-rosy daisy-


People do read this and remember it by heart because i will bring it out soooooonnnn!!!

I am trying to make this entry as simple as possible because i want to share this with everyone.

Been noticing people changing URL lately.. Not one but quite a number.. Termasuk lah anonymous yang selalu sibuk view blog aku.. Hahah..

Mengapa kita tukar URL?? Senang!! Sebab mahu lari dari makhluk2 yang sibuk mahu tahu tentang hidup kita. Now read this VERY CAREFULLY.. Changing URL alone does not help.. What you need to do is, delete the account.. Yes the ACCOUNT and not only the blog.. You have to delete the whole account!!

The steps:

1- Export your blog/previous posts and save them [obviously]
2- Delete your account.. Totally!!
3- Recreate your account [with new email, kalau boleh lah]
4- Import your old blog..

Why you cannot just change your URL only??
Sebab you are still having the same google/blog account. People can trace you from there no matter how million times you change your URL..

1- They can google for any title or words [like your initial] u have in your posts
2- They can save your profile page under their fave.. Lari cemana pun, they still can view your blog because they have your profile..
3- And not to forget, people can trace your blog from the feedjt thingy. So dont view the *enemy*'s blog if you dont want to be traced back.

Some also may able to trace through the IP number. But that requires alot of work..

And one more thing, if frens of your *enemy* do read your blog, do tell them not to publish your URL anywhere.. Or just dont tell them about your new URL..

Take Care!!

p/s: It took me months to discover everything and i never share this with anyone.. If a person like me who is so *buta IT* can figure this thing out, i am sure those who love internet know all these tricks as well..

-Rosy Daisy-

::Sidney Sheldon::

Saturday, December 19, 2009

This is Sidney Sheldon [or was]. He was born in February 1917 and he passed away in January 2007 at the age of 89. He wrote fascinating books and slowly i am in the progress of collecting his arts. I love this author!! And you would love him too if you are fond to read mystery/thriller/crime books. To me, he is one brilliant author!! But sadly he is no longer around.

His novels often featured determined women who persevere in a tough world run by hostile men. The novels contained a lot of suspense and devices to keep the reader turning the page.

"I try to write my books so the reader can't put them down. I try to construct them so when the reader gets to the end of a chapter, he or she has to read just one more chapter. It's the technique of the old Saturday afternoon serial: leave the guy hanging on the edge of the cliff at the end of the chapter."

And it is true. I am glued to his books. I just cannot stop from reading them. His words forbid me from stop reading :). And it is such ashame that i just found out him a month ago and it is sort of a lost to us all that he is not around anymore to write new books.

Try to grab one of his books.. And my personal fave is If Tomorrow Comes.. :)

And yesterday i just bought 2 more books. One is by Jody Picoult; Nineteen Minute and another one is by Audrey Niffenegger; Time Traveler's Wife.. Haha.. Been eyeing on this book for years but just managed to get it yesterday.. Owh.. :p

My time will be more occupied from now on. Weee... :)

Happy reading people.. If there are books that are fun to read, pls do share it with me.. Pinjam boleh? I cant afford to buy books now.. I dont even have the TWILIGHT collection.. I had to borrow the sagas from my niece.. Eventhough i had read them, still i wish that i could buy the collection soon.. Including the one from Edward Cullen's side of the story.. ♥ ♥

p/s: I am sorry that i have to ignore you. I just prefer to be left alone at the moment.

-rosy daisy-

::Manusia Global Tapi Tak Berapa Nak Moden::

Friday, December 18, 2009


Saya tahu orang tersebut mungkin tidak baca blog saya dan saya tak tahu pun siapa gerangan orang tersebut. Tapi jika anda baca, saya doakan anda sentiasa dalam keadaan *baek2 & sejahtera* selalu!!! Terima kasih kerana anda ada rasa cemburu dengan saya sekeluarga yang tidak seberapa ini. Sungguh cetek fikiran anda hingga anda sanggup menduakan DIA.

Saya tidak tahu apa yang anda mahukan dari keluarga saya.. Dan secara jujur saya tidak tahu siapa yang diantara kami yang anda cemburukan. Kerana anda, semua perempuan ada dapat kesan nya. Terima kasih tak terhingga buat anda. Syukur Alhamdulillah dengan *hadiah* yang tuhan beri kepada saya. Kerana pancaindera saya, saya dapat bantu keluarga saya sedikit sebanyak.

Nasihat saya kepada anda... Saya yakin anda bukan lah orang bodoh... Mengapa saya kata sedemikian?? Untuk membayar pengeras bukanlah murah.. Anda mesti dari golongan berduit, maka mesti lah datang dari golongan berpendidikan.. Oleh yang demikian, gunakan lah akal & minda yang dikurniakan TUHAN dengan cara yang betul.. Banyak dosa yang anda lakukan...

1- Mempunyai perasaan hasad dengki dan cemburu
2- Menganiaya oranhg
3- Menduakan ALLAH dengan mengamalkan bomoh...

Subbahanallah.. Istighfar banyak ye SAUDARI.. Ye saya tahu anda adalah saudari.

I hope that u would repent as soon as possible. Hidup & mati di tangan TUHAN.. Buat nya tak sempat, bagaimana??

Apa yang buat pada saya sungguh tak bagus. Anda bijak pilih kelemahan saya.. Insya ALLAH dengan izin dia, saya akan terus bersabar... Saya tak minta anda memohon maaf pada saya sekeluarga, tapi pohon lah kepada NYA...

-rosy daisy-


Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I woke up today with a cute smile on my face. As until right this second, everything went smoothly. And i am just happy.. What a cute day.. Of course in my own understanding.. Yeay :)

1- Yesterday after maghrib, i got to speak on the phone with the missing person. Oh yes.. He is finally back.. But i still do not know where was he for the past few days.. He did not say.. Chett~ But Praise to ALLAH that he is doing fine and still *attach*.. Not that i prayed something terrible to happen to him.. Simpang jauh malaikat 44.. Everything has gone back to normal... :)

2- Last wednesday, i received a phone call from a company. We had this phone interview for a post.. I did quite well so i was invited for the second interview last monday. Agian, it went well.. and i went there yesterday for my third interview.. And guess what??....

Yeah baby!! I am hired.. They asked me to collect the offer letter next monday.. I will be officially start working on Jan 4th 2010.. Yeay!! Alhamdulillah.. The post is: Regional Sales Exec, which means i have to deal with international companies from South East Asia and a few from Middle East.. Maken kena practice english la neh.. huhu ;( I am happy.. But i have to admit that i am afraid at the same time. Sales is not my thing. I am more strategist and writing person.. But i am gonna break the wall and will try to earn as much money as possible.. ;p

3- I spent half a today with my mom and aunty. We went to KLIA..

My another aunty is going to Korea. Supposedly i go with her.. But i told her that i needed to find a job because i do not want to waste any time.. So hari ni pi hantar dia je la.. Once i was at the airport, trus rasa cam..

*Alaaa rugi nya.. Kalaw la tau leh dapat keja before pg Korea!!* melepas den..

We reached KLIA around noon.. My aunt boarding around 1.20pm.. And guess what?? We stayed there until 3.30pm.. Jalan2 and shopping choc tanpa batasan.. hahah.. Had lunch twice.. Tak menahan betul :)

I had fun.. Overall, i am happy today and i really realllly hope that this happiness will remain because i cant stand negative/bad news anymore.. Give me a break, pls...

-rosy daisy-


Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Owh saya terpanggel untuk berblog malam ini. Entry sebelum ini telah diedit olehku kerana kesedihan tersebut biarlah remain sedih diam2 kat rumah. Anyways, tajuk yang ingin daku karangkan malam ini adalah FRIENDSTER. The network system service yang datang dari barat.. Semua network service datang dari sana.. Haih~

Sedang baring2 golek2 dengan ibunda nonton buletin utama on tv3, keluar lah tajuk FRIENDSTER nih. Tak hengat la pulok dia interview founder ke sapa ke dalam fs tersebowt. But it was sombody la. Cerita nya begini, FRIENDSTER says the number of users are increasing daily and therefore they are trying at their best to accomodate the number and also try to enhance their service as a way to encourage more users in future.

So currently, they are having or using whole new layout for the service. They added new applications.. More games la basically. Tengok tadi macam brutal la.. As in canggeh manggeh.. I have stopped using fs long time ago. Stopped it because i found it very dull and waaayyy to straight forward.. I changed to MYSPACE.. And cancelled the account as well because i moved to FACEBOOK + TWITTER :)

The new look of FRIENDSTER is quite cute..

Agak cute ann :).. What do guys think about the whole new and upgraded freindster? Do you think the admin would able to pull more users?? I doubt it though.. As mentioned on the news just now, about 90% users are from our region.. South East Asia to be exact.. That shows people from other side of the world do not prefer this service anymore... Well at least at the moment...~

That is all about it...

Kembali ke blog masing2..

Sekian terima kasih

Selamat malam :)

-rosy daisy-

::Hati Ini::

Sunday, December 13, 2009

"Kadang² Allah sembunyikan matahari..
Dia datangkan petir dan kilat..
kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya,
kemana hilangnya sinar..
Rupa²nya.. Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi.."

"Cinta yang disemadikan tidak mungkin layu selagi adanya imbas kembali.
Hati yang remuk kembali kukuh selagi ketenangan dikecapi.
Jiwa yang pasrah bertukar haluan selagi esok masih ada.
Parut yang lama pastikan sembuh selagi iman terselit didada..."

Everything is a mess.. And all i wanted just to be happy & feel happy. One thing after another.. When will all these stop?? Its such a frustrating situation.

Friend1: U have gone thru alot. Its about time for you to stop thinking about others..

Friend2: I dont want to get involved.. But i will if things get worst. Maybe u shud run from everything.. Leave everything behind..

Friend3: I think u r out of your mind. Any normal people would never do what u are doing all these while..

Friend4: I love you so much.. U are practically a sister to me. Walk away please.. "Mom" said the same thing too.. Mom loves u like her own daughter..

Mom: I love u, always will. Please walk away. I cant stand watching u like this anymore.

And others that i cant even state here.. I have been listening to all these sort of nags since a year plus ago.. But i kept on telling them *I am fine. I'll manage it.. I am sure things will be fine.. Yang penting sabar*..

But as today, i think i am done. Dah tak berapa nak tahan dah neh.. Although i said that i cant take it anymore, yet theres a part of me say, *Tunggu jap je lagi*.. Haih!!

**And this is only one part of my problems.. & i have bigger one on the line.. Hidupku sungguh stressed!!

-rosy daisy-


Friday, December 11, 2009

I typed my uni's URL and a screen popped up:

*The amaount of traffic exceeds the capacity....... Please click Refresh* [I rephrased the sentences] WTF???

After a while, the result appeared.. And i am sharing my result with everyone.It is not a good one and obviously i did not get the one i aimed for.. But i am thankful enough that my CGPA is remain the same :)

Anyways, i am happy with the result.. And i hope this result will able to help me in getting a good job.. A job that able to support me enough. I dont put high hope on high pay job at the moment because i do not have any experience.

I even used my result to apply for a scholarship: master + phd program. I already went for the interview with JPA & UiTM.. As until today, i have not heard any news. If the scholarship is meant to be mine, then it will be mine. I am praying nothing but the best. I am doing all these not for myself but for my parents. I hope luck will be on my side...



p/s: Nampak ke result tuh?? Dah post baru perasan yang gambar nya kecik sangat.. heheh.. Tak penting pun kalaw tak nampak.. & the convocation will be somewhere in April.. =p

-rosy daisy-


Thursday, December 10, 2009

Forgive and Forget is one advice that most people would give to their friends, partners and others. It is one good advice but does it really practical?? Can you actually forgive a person after all the wrongdoings he/she done to you? Would you be able to forgive him/her??

When a person done something terrible to you, there is a part inside you hate that person guts. You definitely want he/she to experience the same thing you had gone through. I know i do.. I never do the *pay-back* but i would pray to GOD Almighty that one day.. some day he/she will encounter the same thing so that he/she would understand how heartache it feels.

*If you dont't forgive a person, you'll always be thinking of the pain he caused you and that pain will never pass*

*The energy of hatred won't get you anywhere; but the energy of forgiveness, which reveals itself through love, will transform your life in a positive way*

Cited from THE ZAHIR~

The citation is right though. Once you are able to forgive someone, all the pain will go away. You will be able to start seeing everything in positive way and the most important thing is, you would finally able to move on and experience the life that you have missed.

Although i agree with the author yet i have to admit that i have one difficulty when it comes to forgive a person [provided the thing he/she done is so unacceptable].. And it gets even more difficult to forget that matter. Whatever happened seems so fresh to me, like it just happened yesterday although it did almost 2 years ago. Everything was painful and heartache and no matter what society said to me, there is a part of me says that things will happen again, unless the wrongdoers learn their mistakes.....

p/s: Anda sungguh kejam. Saya dah abis tenaga nak bersabar dengan anda. So, i am pulling the plug off..

p/s:: Happy anniversary to both of my parents. 38 years together.. Such a long time.. u both :)



Wednesday, December 9, 2009

I was out with my mother when my cell phone beeped. I checked my not-so-stylish-phone and there was a message from a good friend of mine from my uni. She asked me how am i doing and how is my life so far after we officially done with part 6.

Long story cut short, she informed me about the result. Owh~ Daku terkezut & terpesona bagai dilastik. I totally forgot about the result. I was busy thinking about getting a job until i forgot to realise that i have not officially graduate yet.. Haha~

So she told me that result will be coming out tomorrow but i know its always a day earlier.. And you want to know how i know?? Easy, the website itself is one day early. If the rumor says result will be out on the 10th, it means it will be out on the 9th.. :) I already visited the web. It states there:

*Keputusan Penuh Peperiksaan untuk semua pelajar-pelajar akan dipaparkan pada 10 Disember 2009 jam 10:00 malam*

Whoa.. It means that i will know my super dooper final result by tonite :). Please let me get the result i aimed for.. I really hope that my CGPA will remain the same.. But if it is better, then it will be a bonus & i will be so much thankful for that :)

p/s: Nama pun hand phone.. Maka lekat kan lah ia di tangan.. Ni tinggalkan dalam kereta for 2 days and tanpa rasa besalah.. Tekanan jiwa betul dengan makhluk sorang nih!!

-rosy daisy-


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Another boring day and i am quite under *sorrow* mode. So what do i do to make things ok again?? Nothing.. There is nothing i can do because everything i want to do will be a BIG NO to everyone. Contoh terdekat: Enjoy the Year End Sale.. Sigh!!

To ease my mind a bit, i spent hours today watching AUTUMN IN MY HEART. Do you readers remember the series?? Zaman citer korea ngah hit & hebat gituh.. Years ago i bought the CD collection for my sister who was still in UK. Since i am sooo available as always, ku pon tawadduk & khusyuk duk depan tv.. Ngeee..

Agak2 kepala dah nak meletop, i turned everything off, went inside my room and grabbed a brand new book. New as in just bought.. I saw this book like a year plus ago at MPH but just purchased it. Asyik2 nampak je buku tu, so maybe ada jodoh kowt. Just read few pages so i cant tell whether its a good one or another boring book.

Thats my day today. Boring!!!! Wish i can do something different tomorrow. Owh~

p/s: Adakah kamu rasa kamu itu anak RAJA?? Sungguh perasan kamu!!

-Rosy Daisy-

::Owh!! Hire Me::

Monday, December 7, 2009

I spent few minutes to read people's status on FB and most of my mutual friends stated this..

*Its monday again. Boring nya nak keja. Kan bagus kalaw cuti je*

Owh well, if you dont like to work then quit. How hard can it be?? There are thousand of people out there who are jobless and would be very delighted to fill in your space. I am not trying to be harsh or what so ever. But it is a bore to read the very same status every monday morning.

When you were jobless, you cried your eyes out to be hired. And now you are working, you want every day to be an off day.. Gila ke ape?? Why cant you people just be thankful with what u already have?? Haishhh..

Me here wondering when my turn will come... *sigh*

-Rosy Daisy-

::Happy Birthday Blog::

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Alhamdulillah. Praise to ALLAH... I created this blog about a year ago. Only i know the main objective why i created this blog and i have accomplished the thing i was after. Although it was so painful and i kept falling.. After 7 months, then only i got what i wanted..

This blog has helped me alot in finding the truth about things i puzzled about & it is still helping me out. This blog communicated with the people i cant communicate directly. This blog tought me to be a better person, because it trained me to watch my words & watch what i am about to say so that i will not hurt anyone unintentionly.. But, i did hurt a few on purpose.. And i am not sorry for that.. Not at all!!

After everything settled in July, i am not suppose to have a blog anymore. That was what suppose to happen. But as human, if one thing is over, that does not mean there wont be another thing to occur.. Because of that this blog still operating. From public to private and now its public agian. And i really hope that it will remain its operation because i kind of love this blog. A place where i can voice out my view, my feelings and etc...

I thank everyone who read and commented on my posts.. I am not like any other blogger who is good in writing.. I wish i can write like others but i cant. What ever it is, still i appreciate everything..

Thank you once again :)

-rosy daisy-

::Pls Take Note::

Friday, December 4, 2009


Hello & Greetings

I have decided to change my URL today for one particular reason. I am trying to give this blog a new fresh soul and also want to make this blog public again. With that, i want my identity to be unknown. I have been using ROSY DAISY for months now and i would love to continue with that name instead of my real name. Any comments that have my real name will not be approved from now on. I really appreciate if everyone could do me this one tiny favour.

Thank you so much

-rosy daisy-

::Latest Confession::

Thursday, December 3, 2009

The last month of the year. Wow!! I am not sure whether i am excited or depressed.. Or perhaps a little combination of both. Normally, this time of the year, i would go for a holiday with the whole family [relatives included]. But not this year.. And i do not know why and i do not even bother to ask around. Without the vacay, i think i am still OK..

Here are some of the things that i want to confess..

1. My super dooper final result is coming out soon. Hereby i would like to confess that i am one person who does put hope SO FREAKING much. I really hope the result that i will get would able to push my cgpa one step higher. Hohoho.. [Berangan tak salah kan..]

2. I hereby would like to confess that i love to write... Be it whether in blog, in papers, diary.. Anywhere & anytime. It is something that i just notice days before aidil adha. Haha.. No wonder i never faced any difficulty in getting my report done. Kudos to myself!!

3. I do not like to drive anymore & i enjoy being a passenger, provided that i seat next to the driver.. =p

4. I confess that i wasted lots of my tears this year and because of that i lost my focus and ended up i did not accomplish anything this year!!!

5. I hereby confess that i spent my cash on unnecessary things and i really regret it now.

6. I hereby confess that i read only 11 books this year and seriuosly i am ashamed of myself as well as blame myself for being lazy.

7. I hereby confess that i eat like a pig recently and again i regret with my own actions.

8. I am currently love few of John Mayer's songs.. A singer whom i totally disliked. Also i like Jason Derulo's song!!

9. I hereby confess that i hate 2 people and i wish i could strangle them with my own bare hands.

10. Besides my BF, i hereby confess that i love another guy. And his name is Edward Cullen although he is freaking skinny unlike jacob black, i still adore him.. I dont love Robert Pattinson!!

So those are my 10 confessions. Current & latest.

p/s: Happy Birthday Blog!! =)

[Verse 3]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cause things ain't right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cause things ain't right

Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do (I just didn't know what to do)
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!

****The song above is about a guy dah kantoi and he is asking forgiveness from his GF. He asked her *what should he say til she forgives him??* It s quite a long lyric so i copied the most important part only.

And here is my answer.. Dont say anything!! Convince her by acting the way you should have done in the first place!!!

Google *Whatcha Say* lyric for the complete lyric. Thank you!

-rosy daisy-


Wednesday, December 2, 2009

I was at a function last night and there were people talking among themselves. Then one of them asked me a question. The conversation we had was something like this..

The Girl: How old are you??

Cek Rosy: Me?? How old are u?? (With the confused look on my face)

The Girl: She is 16 (Pointing at the girl sat next to her)

Cek Rosy: 16?? (Tua nya muke.. Cakap dalam hati) And u??

The Girl: I am 20..

Cek Rosy: Owh.. Then i am the oldest here.. I am 24 (I am not ashame to tell the world my real age.. Maybe it is till below 30 =p)

The Girl: 24?? Baru nak tanye bile result PMR kuar..

Haha.. They thought i am only 15.. :)

3 years ago as i just completed my diploma, a far uncle of mine asked me this..

"Hari tu result UPSR dah kuar.. Bape A awak dapat??"

And my niece who is only 15 always get this, "SPM hari tu senang ke susah??".. I really pity her..

Therefore, here i would to conclude that i don't look like my real age.. And i am so blessed and thankful for that.. Alhamdulillah :)

-Rosy Daisy-