I copied this from Miss. Z.. Sorry girl~

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

My mind is not here anymore. I have a final paper this friday (23rd), submit my thesis draft next monday (26th), 2 more final papers on 29th and 30th.. And submission of final GBI report on 29th. Life is not on the right track.. Especially i have been sick again and again.. Also, the event that has just taken place.. If suicide is not a sin, i would probably have commit to it.. Because of all the pressures i have to encounter each day.. Apart from school and private life, surroundings have treated me badly too.. Banyak sangat hal yang jadi and it really test my patience.. All i need is just a time that i can be alone and sleep or ample time so that i can handle each matter one at a time..

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? ::Yes::
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? ::No::
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? ::30th October 2011::
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? ::No::
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? ::I guess::
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? ::I don't listen to songs anymore::
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? ::Sweat pants + t-shirt + sweater::
8. How often do you listen to music? ::Entah::
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? ::Jeans::
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012? ::It just did::
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? ::Honestly? Antisocial. I love staying in rather than socializing::
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? ::Does my nephew counts? Then YES::
13. What about ‘B’? ::I'd say my dad then::
14. Can you drive a stick shift? ::i don't even know what is that::
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? ::I do, but i won't stop them::
16. Are you going out of town soon? ::Yes.. Very soon::
17. When was the last time you cried? ::Minutes ago when i read Miss Z's page.. i feel u dear::
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? ::Definitely::
19. If you could change your eye color, would you? ::I would not::
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? ::Yes, very much::
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. ::I'm not over him yet::
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? ::Yes.. & i am tearing again::
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? ::I wish i am.. :(::
24. What are you sitting on right now? ::carpet::
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? ::Him, used to::
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? ::Yes.. Very much::
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? ::I bbm-ed him::
28. Do you get a lot of colds? ::I am having one now::
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? ::Berjaya Time Square (with him)::
30. Does anyone hate you? ::I guess::
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? ::No::
32. Do you like watching scary movies? ::Yes::
33. Do you want your tongue pierced? ::No::
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? ::None::
35. Did you have a dream last night? ::No::
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? ::about before i copied this entry::
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? ::I don't know::
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? ::I don't know::
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? ::I don't know::
40. Did you have a good day yesterday? ::No::
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? ::Yes::
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? ::No::
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? ::Yes::
44. What’s the best part about school? ::Dealing with morons everyday::
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? ::Yes::
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? ::Used to.. Now we bbm each other::
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? ::All the time::
48. Were you single over the last summer? ::No::
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? :;No::
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? :;Doing my assignment::
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? ::No.. I love him very much::
52. Are you nice to everyone? ::No::
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? ::No::
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? ::Yes::
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? ::No::
56. Do you think you like someone? ::I love him still::
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? ::No::
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? ::Depends on their behavior::
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? ::Yes::
60. Do you hate anyone? ::No::
61. How’s your heart? ::Broken::
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? ::Yes::
63. Have you ever cried over a guy? ::Yes::
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? ::I don't know and don't care::
65. Are your toenails painted pink? ::No::
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? :;No::
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? ::No::
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? ::No::
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? ::Him::
70. How do you look right now? ::Ugly with tears on cheek + sick + a lot in pain::
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? ::Yes, him:;
72. Can you commit to one person? ::Yes::
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? ::Yes::
74. Have you ever felt replaced? ::Yes::
75. Did you wake up cranky? ::No::
76. Are you a jealous person? ::Yes::
77. Are relationships ever worth it? ::With him.. Yes::
78. Anyone you’re giving up on? ::No::
79. Currently wanting to see anyone? ::Yes::
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? ::Attend class::
81. Last person you cried in front of? ::Him::
82. Is there someone you will never forget? ::Yes::
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? ::I know he does::
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? ::I would listen to what the person has to say and want me to do next.. Because i am nothing without this person presence::
85. Are you over your past? ::before him, YES::
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? ::No::
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? ::No.. One person listens about school, one person listen about my crap surrounding, one person listen to how much i love him::
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?Yes
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? ::definitely::
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? ::No::
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? ::No::
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? ::Yes::
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? ::No::
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? ::No.. We were separated back then but though we were apart, i love him dearly::
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? ::He was not around and my life was dreadful.. Pretended to have a happy life and tried to socializing and i hated it::
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? ::Him.. Yes.. Very much::
97. Who do you have texts from? :;Classmates::
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? ::I'd say ok but everyone knows that isn't my sincere answer::
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? ::Family.. Yes::
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? ::No one::
101. Ever kissed under fireworks? ::Yes.. Him::
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? ::Yes::

I miss you more and more each day... :(

kadang2 kita tepaksa~

Friday, December 16, 2011

Dear daisy

Hello darling.. You have gone through one heck of a life didn't you. Lot of things have taken place and you did few mistakes along the way as well.. And you are not proud of it. For months u have been reading not so wonderful things and you managed to keep it low cuma kadang2 telepas2 juga kan.. And today you didn't behave well either..

Banyak benda yang sakitkan hati awak, kan? Same things happened to other party. True the other person never complaint as much as you do. Banyak sebab punca kenapa boleh jadi macam tu kan.. But you chose to remain silent.. Betul, complain tp tak menyeluruh. You didn't tell the world what's exactly have been bothering you.. Tak sure itu tindakan bijak atau bodoh.. But judging from what happened earlier, yurp it was so stupid of you.

You said things that shouldn't been said and acted the way you shouldn't have done. Kenapa buat in the first place? If the other party thinks dia receives so much pressure from both side, well darling.. Its about time for daisy to come clean.. Daisy has been receiving the same pressure from both too but for different motives and objectives, of course. But the point is, both of them are sort of in the boat but with different "pak sampan"..

The degree and amount of pressure could be different but the impact is similar. Because of that daisy acted stubbornly and bombarded with so many questions. Something not to be proud of, obviously. Maybe if daisy could talk about her pressure openly, things like this can be avoided.. Alas, nasi dah jadi bubur. I really hope daisy can survives days after this..

Azam daisy bila jejak masuk awal muharam tempoh hari, dia akan lepaskan all the old bricks.. Tapi, the bricks wouldn't want to leave.. Temasuk semua dialog, status yang dia dengar dan baca.. Penah ada orang tanya apa dia rasa? Tak da siapa pun. The other person was the only person she trusted that would at least try to stand by her side.. Alas, didn't happen. Knowing the burden that the other person has to carry, daisy started to think all those crappy and negative things. Not by choice.. Gangguan setan mungkin?

She got all those negatives ideas and judgement though the other person has told her so many times not to think this and that.. But she just couldn't stop because those were hurtful and plus with the pressure she receives everyday.

Daisy just hope the other person would really try to understand what drove her to act and say. The other person might say it was her choice but it wasn't. It was not entirely true. daisy loves the other person dearly and very much.

Daisy just want the other person to know that daisy loves the other person so much and she is really sorry for everything. She knows she's aint a good person but she knows deeply that she loves the other person very much.


Maal Hijrah 1433~

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Hari terakhir dalam kalender hijrah; bumi dibasahi hujan lebat. Hamba-Mu menganggap itu satu hujan rahmat dimana ia akan membasuh dan menbuang segala kedukaan, keburukan serta kepahitan hidup yang dialami dalam tempoh setahun. Banyak yang telah aku pelajari sepanjang satu tahun ini. Macam-macam aku lihat dan lalui.. Pahit getir, tanges dan tawa silih berganti. Luka kering meninggal parut dan ada kala parut kembali berdarah. Namun sebagai manusia dan hamba, aku aku redha dan diam harungi semua.

Perjalanan hidup penuh warna-warni walau kadangkala ada masanya ribut taufan muncul tanpa amaran. Jatuh bangun dan tersungkur itu adat resam kehidupan. Apa pun yang diharungi, aku tetap bangkit kemudiannya dan bangun setiap pagi dengan lakaran senyuman di bibir kerana aku diberi peluang sehari lagi untuk melihar dunia dan betulkan kesilapan semalam.

Pejam celik aku sudah berada di semester akhir dan hanya menghitung hari untuk tamat belajar. Kemana arahku selepas ini? Sudah tentu azamku kuat untuk melangkah mendaki setapak lagi untuk sambung pengajianku. Namun segalanya bergantung kepada rezeki dan takdir yang maha ESA. Aku hanya akan terus berusaha untuk cuba mendapatkan tempat. Senarai universiti telah aku lihat, pandangan sahabat dan dekan telah aku perolehi. Tinggal hanya menunggu masa yang sesuai untuk aku mula memohon. Harap sangat peluang aku cerah. Tinggi harapan ayah dan mamy nak lihat aku ke peringkat kedoktoran. Harapnya, tuah dan rezeki ada untuk aku.

Sungguhpun pelbagai yang terpaksa aku tempuhi dalam masa setahun ini, aku tetap bersyukur kerana ada masanya aku dihujani berita gembira. Keputusan semster kedua aku meningkat mendadak, hubungan aku dengan faishi kian pulih, keluarga aku semuanya dalam keadaan sihat sejahtera, faisi diberi peluang melebarkan sayapnya, rezeki dimurahkan bagi aku dan faishi serta akhir sekali kami berdua dikurniakan para sahabat yang sangat memahami dan sentiasa menyokong teguh setiap apa yang kami ingin kejarkan dan laksankan. Alhamdulillah untuk semua kurniaan ILAHI.

Terlalu banyak yang ingin dikongsikan.. Terlalu banyak yang aku pelajari.. Namun cukuplah setakat ini aku nukilkan.. Karangan ini khas aku tujukan untuk diriku sendiri agar aku lebih mengenali siapa diri aku sebelum ini.. Semoga tahun baru ini memberi aku seribu satu peluang untuk aku menjadi insan yang lebih beriman dan berjaya....

Salam Maal Hijrah 1433 kepada semua umat islam walau dimana anda berada.


Thursday 24/11/11

Friday, November 25, 2011

Hey blog..

My class ended early yesterday and i did not skip any class.. Good for me.. Right after class, i went to One Utama as i needed to buy a bibliography book for my Strategic Management assignment where i have to critique about a well known leader and his/her strategies in building up his/her company. At first i wanted to do about Tony Fernandes but i changed last minute as i saw a book on Lim Goh Tong. I started to read the book immediately and i almost finish reading it by now. But had to stop earlier because assignments makin menggunung.. That SM work submit lambat lagi, so had to put it aside will continue right after i get back from Kuching next weekend..

I love the book dearly.. I meant, i learnt a lot from the late Lim Goh Tong. A very modest man with very high determination. Even everyone called him mad and insane, he proved to them that things can be done and yes, he succeeded! Amazing.. If only i could be just like him.. Be businessman tu macam tak boleh because my field is completely different.. But at least i want to have his high spirit, determination and motivation.. Really want those..

Enuff about that.. Since Breaking Dawn released yesterday; here are some pictures and trailer about the movie. I really hope the movie is very similar as written in the book because the book is just superb.. Enjoy :)

Who ever have the time, do watch the movie ok.. :) Got butterfly in my tummy.. Heeeee.. Whatever it is, trust me when i say Edward reminds me so much of Mr Dice.. Exactly the same.. All around... :)

Til my next update


Lollipop is my vitamin~

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

At this very moment i should not be at home.. I have a seminar that i should attend to but as usual, i am one lazy girl.. Too lazy lately and i just hate dressing up and have to look smart (as in brain smart) and attend those kind of events. Conferences, talks and seminars.. Not now.. The head is really serabot with assignments and presentations and i do not wish to add anything else anymore..

I watched the bachelor just now. Watched Jake proposed Vienna.. Sadly i watched they broken up ages ago.. So macam, alahai kesiannya korang penat2 lompat2 sebab just got engaged without knowing that in the future, they are going to split up. Sucks, but that's life..

Only they know the real reasons why she called off the wedding. She claimed that Jake was no longer interested in her.. Hardly kiss and hardly make love.. And Jake didn't deny it and didn't agree to it either. Too many people speculated things on the internet and i don't wish to read them. Personally, i prefer the other girl. Not only she was more beautiful, but was warmer and more polite too.. Cerita orang putih pun macam cerita orang kita, "tiada jodoh"

So my entry has nothing to do with the topic above.. Hahah.. I just wanna confess that i am a huge fan of lollipop since i was 13. There was this one shop in old wing One Utama called In The States, and now it is known as Party World at IPC, this shop is my favo shop if i want to shop for my candies.. Love their candies and the kakak who is still working there still can recognize my face.. I appreciate it, nancy

I am 26 now which means i have been the shop's customer for the past 13 years.. Omaigodddd!! Amazing.. I am such a loyal customer :)

Oraitz.. Til then.. Got to go~


This is just how i wasted my day~

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

As i approaching the end of the semester, i feel myself getting more lousier each day. Do not put the blame on me as the lecturers keep on cancelling class til a two-day class per week became no-day class.. Mood semua lari ntah ke mana. As for today, i attended morning class but i skipped the afternoon class for no specific reason. Just me being lazy. Had lunch with sayang at his office and drove straight home. Reached home was around 2.30pm and grabbed dvds i bought last sunday and started to watch 'em. Watched 2 movies today.. Just spending the afternoon alone.. Not entirely fun, but 'alone' and peaceful..

I watched Abduction first. It was not a bad movie.. There's action, grudge, romantic but the movie was too short to combine all.. It has the a good story line but it was not an oscar-award type of a movie. But it was fine to watch though. Didn't fall asleep, it was a good sign :p

Next, i watched Zookeeper.. The movie was about Griffin the zookeeper who loves his job dearly and thought that he was in love with Stephanie. He tried so hard to win her heart back after been dumped 5 years ago by listening to all crappy advices given to him by those animals he "works" with. Apparently, she wasn't in love with the real him. Plus minus, the movie is sort of like Dr Dolittle but with different set of drama. Overall, it was a fine movie and kindda worth to watch at home :)

That was just how i wasted my afternoon today. Was lazy to attend class and was lazy to do my pending assignments. So yeah.. Right after the 2 movies, i took a short nap and woke up just in time to watch Cinta Elysa.. Printed my assignments after the drama, read my Deception Point for few pages and here i am updating this blog.. I must say, writing is no longer my interest. I have very limited words and my daily activity is really take a toll out of me. The brain is really tired but unfortunately not many people can understand how tired my brain is and how painful my back is and how many nights i have a sleepless night due to chest pain.. Oh well... How would they know if they never asked and i myself never go whining about it...

Last but not least, congratulations to our Harimau Muda for winning the gold medal for SeaGames last night. I watched all games played by Group A and winning the gold medal was priceless.. Money can't buy.. To me, Captain Marvelous Baddrol Bakhtiar was the hero. But i am not denying the fact that it was the whole team effort.. Congrats once again.. Each of them received a RM30k.. Wow.. That's a lot and they certainly deserve it.. Congrats and good luck for tomorrow's game against Syria for olympic qualifying :)

Til then; good night


Sinple Sunday~

Monday, November 21, 2011

Sunday is the only day that sayang will have time for me. He has been busy with his new routines and everything. Somehow i knew he was really tired but he used his quality resting day to went out with me. And so we went out. I really appreciated his effort and everything. seriously i do. And at a point, i feel really guilty but ntah.. It's just that i miss him so much and miss spending time with him. Yurp, you may *slap* me in the face :)

The outing was very simple. Was not a romantic date or what. Just the two of us went out on sunday and had a very simple lunch, had a deep conversation and watched a movie before we hung out with his other friends.. We watch the immortals..

OMG.. Seriously this movie was not worth at worth at all to be watched at the cinema. Too many short scene combined and that just made the whole movie a little bit funny. Story line? Perhaps for others, GEMPAK la kot.. But as for me, it was more like, "whathafish??" Get my point? Still, i read from somewhere the collection was nearly USD$ 32million?? Like seriously?? I sincerely think that it is a crappy movie and i wonder why people love the movie.. Perhaps they enjoyed the graphic.. Anyhow, here is the summary of the movie;

Eons after the Gods won their mythic struggle against the Titans, a new evil threatens the land. Mad with power, King Hyperion (Mickey Rourke) has declared war against humanity. Amassing a bloodthirsty army of soldiers disfigured by his own hand, Hyperion has scorched Greece in search of the legendary Epirus Bow, a weapon of unimaginable power forged in the heavens by Ares. Only he who possesses this bow can unleash the Titans, who have been imprisoned deep within the walls of Mount Tartaros since the dawn of time and thirst for revenge. In the king's hands, the bow would rain destruction upon mankind and annihilate the Gods. But ancient law dictates the Gods must not intervene in man's conflict. They remain powerless to stop Hyperion...until a peasant named Theseus (Henry Cavill) comes forth as their only hope. Secretly chosen by Zeus, Theseus must save his people from Hyperion and his hordes. Rallying a band of fellow outsiders-including visionary priestess Phaedra (Freida Pinto) and cunning slave Stavros (Stephen Dorff)-one hero will lead the uprising, or watch his homeland fall into ruin and his Gods vanish into legend.

So that was the movie i watched.. Breaking Dawn Part 1 is next which will only be available on cinema this coming thursday.. Not sure whether i'll have the time to watch at the cinema or not.. We'll see~

Til my next update :)

Good night~

Shout out to my dearest sayang; thanx baby... I love u so much!!

Patience is a Virtue~

Friday, November 18, 2011

When life brings you down, you must quickly find a rope to pull yourself back up again. Life is a bitch and yet beautiful at the same time. many things taken place with one main objective which to teach us to be a better human. When life gets tougher, that's the cue for us to bring us closer back to our creator. We never forget him, but maybe we spent lesser time with him.

Technically my life is fine but lately somehow i feel very uneasy. I can't really put things into words. I have so many things on my mind right now and sometimes, i can't really put them into orders anymore. Nothing is wrong as school is just fine except for more workloads coming in. Family is doing great as always, Alhamdulillah Praise to Allah for that. Stories with dice are fine too... Things are getting better and really hope it will remain as it is until forever.. Insya Allah..

Things did changed for the past few days. Maybe the adapting process takes longer time than i expected. Sabar dalam menyesuaikan diri itu bukan suatu perkara mudah. Nevertheless, i'm not showing any sign of fall back or back down. No i won't.. It ain't happening. But i must say, there are some of the things that i can't adapt and that is just something that i wouldn't change. Not being stubborn but more like it "hit" me once or twice, thus i will not let it "hit" me again.

Patience is a virtue, people keep on saying that. But do they really understand it? Do they really practice it? At one point i be very tolerate with people and minutes later, i exploded. Like we all know, everything has a limit. Ironically, the person who caused me to explode is now giving me a warning not to make him/her explode. Don't you think it's like we go back to phase one? Where he/she tormented me and i remained silent before i exploded. When i exploded he/she remained silent and now his/her time to explode? When this thing will end if it always like such? Whatever it is "Patience is a necessity for a happy existence".. All i need is a deep tolerance and understanding from every party. And hoping people could just stop tormenting me.

Til my next update~


Half of the month~

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Writing and updating the blog when i have too many pending assignments. I am tired of doing it. A full one whole week.. I think i deserve a little break but i know, they know that that is so impossible. I wonder what other people have been up to.. I stop reading their blogs and i kindda stop writing too.. Not stop, more like a long pause... A very long, indeed..

Dice told me a little secret and i found kind of very hard to believe. My heart is not that strong to handle it so i broke it to my sis.. Sorry sayang.. The sister pula bijak bistari pi conducted her own little investigation and guess what, she found what we were not supposed to be found. Gahhh.. Guess what dice told me is true after all... Heart attack.. Heart attack.. My sister immediately said, "I never heard and saw any of this".. Laughed and walked away.. Hampeh..

Next, a dear classmate of mine got married yesterday. Very beautiful ceremony and pictures will be uploaded soon. She was very pretty.. Oh well, bride memang cantik kan.. Just gor married yesterday but have to attend class tomorrow.. Sian kan.. Oh well, that's the price you have to pay when you decided to get married while you are still studying and at the end of the semester break..*LOL*.. Nevertheless, congratulations dear Nisa and thanx for inviting me and dice. We definitely had one awesome time catching up with others *cuti semester..lama tak jumpa classmates lain*.. Hihihi~

It has been so long since i last blabbed about my weight and my own exercise regime, didn't i? Well well well... My mind is too busy thinking and handling other matters so i don't have much time to think about working out. But i must say, i miss sweating and enjoying morning fresh air. I should manage my time properly after this.. Stay healthy, that's what i should aim for..

I think that is all for now.. Til my next update



Dan Brown :)

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Hey there blog of mine. I am currently on my semester break due to hari raya aidiladha. Whether there's a semester break or not, there's nothing much different sebab kalay tak cuti pun i will only be in shah alam on monday and tuesday. Two days a week, that's all. But the workloads, i am not gonna lie.. Sangat-sangat banyak. Even so, it doesn't stop me from having the intention of pursuing to the next level. I hope it shall happen next year, Insya Allah.

Dalam keadaan busy getting all my assignments done, i steal few moments here and there to read my novels. I just finished the previous book, "Master Of The Game" and the story was kind of hanging. I need to buy the sequal; "Mistress Of The Game". But dice didn't let me because i have another 12 books unread. Makanya, saya harus besabar sejenak..

But reading has to continue so the book i am reading now is "Deception Point" by Dan Brown. Everyone knows him, right? Who doesn't? He is a brilliant author who never fail to make my heart beating fast while reading his words. Another superb author after Sidney Sheldon.. Love these 2 men..

Here is the summary of Deception Point;

Rachel Sexton, estranged daughter of the charismatic leading Presidential nominee Senator Sedgewick Sexton, and herself a highly competent "gister" working for the little known but highly effective intelligence agency NRO (National Reconnaissance Office), one day gets an unexpected audience with the President himself. On his request, she soon herself in the icy depths of the Arctic, sent to verify a stupendous discovery by NASA.

Coming at a time when NASA’s existence is threatened by Sedgewick’s rhetoric condemning its very expensive failures, Rachel finds the discovery too coincidental. But outside experts like Michael Tolland, a world-famous oceanographer, convince Rachel of its authenticity. Just hours before the President announces this information, Rachel and Michael discover a deadly deception. Before they can go public with the vital information, a highly skilled team of Special Forces are sent to destroy them. Battling nature’s deadly elements as well as unstoppable killers armed with incredibly high-tech arsenal, the duo struggle to survive and discern the truth.

With author Dan Brown at the helm, readers are virtually guaranteed a book which is not only thrilling, intense and riveting but also thought-provoking; this book is no exception. Brown’s painstaking research is readily apparent in the copious authentic facts on which the premise of this entire story rests, adding a chilling touch of realism to the tale. Visual descriptions and a mild romance round off this adventurous story. Integrating behind-the-scenes look at insidious Washington political power-brokering with cutting edge high-tech research as well as abstruse scientific facts, Deception Point is a perfectly paced, inventive and gripping whodunit.

While i was googling to find this summary, i came across of something else. A movie trailer on YouTube. Apparently, they have filmed this Deception Point and it will be premiered next year. I don't know when is the exact date, but i shall watch it. This is the trailer.. I think this is the unofficial one.. But just watch it ok..

That's the book i am reading now. I can't spend too much time with the book because of my workloads.. Wait for my next book ya.. Happy Tuesday everyone :)


Hello Hello November~

Friday, November 4, 2011

We have entered November last Tuesday and so November is treating me fine, not great but Alhamdulillah. I am thankful enough. I am getting better as i attended classes as usual and i can drive normally again.. That is just good enough for me at the moment.

Work loads still piling up and yes i am complaining about it but i am not showing any signs of stopping. Thinking of applying for my PhD soon and also hoping i could get another round of scholarship. If i manage to get it, it would be my third round.. Alhamdulillah, rezeki saya ditaja belaja dari degree dan master.

Anyways, my life is pretty amazing lately.. My life is super busy.. Spending time with everyone; friends, books, and of course with Dice. What else can i ask for? Ermmm.. Of course kalau boleh dimurahkan rezeki untuk pergi lebih jauh lagi.. Journey in life lately is very expensive.. Everything requires money and money is what i am lacking off at the moment.. Sikit je lagi lyne, soon you will be working.. :)

All and all, that is what i have been up too and still have not finish the book i blabbed about.. I don't really have much time.. Still have around less than 150 pages more.. All i can say is, please grab that book.. You won't be regret. It full with tragedies and dramas that will make you ask for more.. So, please read it fellas :)

Til then, lots of love from me to you.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha everyone~


This is what happen when.....

Friday, October 21, 2011

When you are too

You tend to NOT
to others

And the result is??

You have to
REDO your work

everyone along!!

I am so piss at you!!



I have been having migraine for days and it did not showing any sign of leaving me. And last monday, i started to feel nausea and i think room is spinning.. Sumpah mabuk.. I skipped classes and that night faishi took me to the clinic. And Dr. Ng told me that i am suffering from this vertigo. Read below article to know what veritgo is and the causes of it;

Vertigo is the feeling that you or your environment is moving or spinning. It differs from dizziness in that vertigo describes an illusion of movement. When you feel as if you yourself are moving, it's called subjective vertigo, and the perception that your surroundings are moving is called objective vertigo.

Unlike nonspecific lightheadedness or dizziness, vertigo has relatively few causes.
Vertigo Causes

Vertigo can be caused by problems in the brain or the inner ear.

Benign paroxysmal positional vertigo (BPPV) is the most common form of vertigo and is characterized by the sensation of motion initiated by sudden head movements or moving the head in a certain direction. This type of vertigo is rarely serious and can be treated.

Vertigo may also be caused by inflammation within the inner ear (labyrinthitis or vestibular neuritis), which is characterized by the sudden onset of vertigo and may be associated with hearing loss. The most common cause of labyrinthitis is a viral or bacterial inner ear infection.

Meniere's disease is composed of a triad of symptoms including: episodes of vertigo, ringing in the ears (tinnitis), and hearing loss. People with this condition have the abrupt onset of severe vertigo, fluctuating hearing loss, as well as periods in which they are symptom-free.

Acoustic neuroma is a type of tumor of the nerve tissue that can cause vertigo. Symptoms include vertigo with one-sided ringing in the ear and hearing loss.

Vertigo can be caused by decreased blood flow to the base of the brain. Bleeding into the back of the brain (cerebellar hemorrhage) is characterized by vertigo, headache, difficulty walking, and inability to look toward the side of the bleed. The result is that the person's eyes gaze away from the side with the problem. Walking is also extremely impaired.

Vertigo is often the presenting symptom in multiple sclerosis. The onset is usually abrupt, and examination of the eyes may reveal the inability of the eyes to move past the midline toward the nose.

Head trauma and neck injury may also result in vertigo, which usually goes away on its own.

Migraine, a severe form of headache, may also cause vertigo. The vertigo is usually followed by a headache. There is often a prior history of similar episodes but no lasting problems.

Complications from diabetes can cause arteriosclerosis (hardening of the arteries) which can lead to lowered blood flow to the brain, causing vertigo symptoms.

Dr. Ng checked me thoroughly and he said that i'll be fine in no time. He checked my ears and eyes and everything seemed normal.. Alhamdulillah.. I did not touch my laptop for days and guess what, my work is piling up so yeah, hari ni curi2 guna laptop.. Mabuk is there but consider it still under control. I hope i'll get better soon. Insya Allah..

I thank my family and classmates for being very patient with me. I did not pick up any calls nor return bbm and sms texts.. And i did not do anything, apart from sleeping all day long.. Thanks everyone.. :)



They are just too cute and too good to be true :)

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Been watching this HIMYM for years now and repeating the show over and over again. Just like friends and doreamon, i never feel bored of watching it and i don't mind if i jumble or mix the season. I just love watching the show. The strong friendship between them is so classy and classic. They are so supportive towards each other; that is just too positive and too cute..

Watching lily and marshall's journey together is priceless. They are so belong together and very understanding. They did face rocky phase though.. Broke up and got back together, that is so normal. No matter what they faced and gone through, they end up being together and happily married. Some may say, that kind of lives portray is too good to be true.. But there is no prove that it cannot be done.

Never say that my life with faishi is perfect.. Of course our love stories aren't like in the show or any movie because ours are written by GOD Almighty and not by some script writer. Nevertheless, i must say that our love stories are so incredible and i bet no one can compete it. So many dramas.. Sadness and happiness.. Those dramas made our love grow stronger and fonder. Who ever came in between us just proved to the world that we can't be separated and it is such a shame that they can't break us apart. GOD is GREAT, remember that.

recent updates~

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Life was pretty amazing as i had a wonderful time with friends and sayang. Me and the girls went out for theater last thursday. We watched Secret Life of Nora at Istana Budaya and we had so much fun! Did not fall asleep and love the flow and characters. As usual, Tony Eusoff dazzled me and i did snap a pic with him! Photos will be uploaded on FB soon.

Went there with other 9 and of course faishi was there as well. I am happy that he joined and i am so happy that he loves what i love. Thanx baby for being there for me and enjoyed the moment. You are the best!!

On friday the 8 of us went to have our dinner at seoul garden ou. The occasion was to celebrate fary's 24th birthday. We ate so much and definitely enjoyed every moment of it.

We were the last group who left the place.. Haha! And the waiters there were so kind to not shooohh us away and they even helped us to snap our group photos. Not once or twice ok! Thanx waiters.. Jasa2 anda dikenang :)

Reached home around 11-ish night and start packing my bag for the short weekend gate away with my nena, izza and shaz! faishi drove me to the airport in the morning as the flight was at 0745. We spent our weekend at Sentosa Island, Singapore. Stayed at the Hard Rock Hotel, thanx izza for the accommodation! You rawk!!

Love the hotel room, the ambient, the lobby and the people. Amazing place to stay with friends!! Love every moment spent there even sekejap gila sebab lebih banyak merayau kat luar dari duduk bilik. Obviousy!! Enjoyed every activities provided on the island and i did things that i never thought i would do.. At that point of time, i wished faishi was there with me to enjoy those moments together, especially the fire work!!.. Maybe some other time ok darling.. :)

On sunday morning, right after breakfast, we crashed universal studio! Fuhhh.. The place is not that big. I meant, you can walk around the place within 30minutes (top).. Lucky us, there was not much people last weekend and that made us had one awesome time there. We did not have to que up for anything. And in fact, we actually rode the those roller coasters more than once and finished everything within 3hours.. Rides and shows! Just imagine that.. Hah!

That was how i spent my thursday, friday, saturday and sunday! Fun fun fun weekend~!!

I love everyone.. :)


Current reading~

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Though i am busy with assignments and flea market, i still allocate 30minutes everyday to myself to read my novels and at this very moment, i am back to Sidney Sheldon book and book i am reading now is called; Master of the Game. Here is the summary of the book;

It is a book which shows four generations in the family. The book can easily be divided into three parts each focusing on three different characters. Sidney has given vivid description to his characters. You feel every thing is happening right in front of your eyes.

The plot is full of suspense and thrill. We are introduced to Jamie Mcgregor who is an ambitious young guy. He has dreams to be rich and successful some day. He goes to Africa for digging and searching of diamonds. He meets a well known business men who cheats on him and betrays him. Jamie does not give up and decides to take revenge. With the help of Banda whose sister was a raped by the trader takes his revenge.

After destroying the trader he marries and has a son and a daughter by the daughter of that trader. Kate was Jamie's only child who survived as her elder brother died due to some business conflict. Jamie also dies within a year.

Kate is living with her mother and marries his father's best friend David. Kate takes over the business gradually. The business shows growth and progress because of the passion and great interest shown by Kate.

Kate gives birth to a boy Tony who dislikes her and constantly plans to take over the entire wealth. When she gets to know about his strategy she does everything to destroy his plans. The fight between the mother and son is very interesting.

Tony gets married and has twins named Eve and Alexandria, who posses opposite characters one is good and the other is bad. Eve tries to kill her sister on several occasions. Eventually they end up getting married to doctors, it is interesting read about two sisters who have totally different traits.

The story is sensational which makes you involved from the beginning to end. The ending may be a little disappointing for some readers. We meet Kate one more time at the end when she is still concerned about the heritance of the business. Her last hopes are from Robert, who is Alexandria's son.

In 1984, they already adapted this book into a movie and you may watch it on youtube

I love the book and that's just it~

Curi sedikit masa belajar~

My class is cancelled this morning and so i decided to do some work. Spent few hours in front of my lappy and yet nothing is done. Been trying to search for info regarding halal products and cost leadershiip thingy and could not find the thing i want. Hate much this semester's work as i found it very odd.. We hardly learn anything.. The objective of the course and what we have been learning in 3weeks adalah sangat jauh berbeza. So not cool..

Since i fail to find anything, i read on people's blog.. You may call it "stalking you blog" and i guess yurp i just did that. Found out so many dramas there.. The ups, downs, cheerful and sadness.. Owh.. i understand how u pretty ladies feel. I happy for those who are happy with lives and i pray for those who have to face the cruelty of life. Insya Allah ada manisnya menanti di hujung jalan.. Til it comes, stay strong and don't stop having faith in him.. :)

Something to share.. I started to view several pages and one page i love to view is my friend's fb as she always uploads pictures from Datin Lynda Rahim's collection as i just love everything. My friend works with her and once awhile i ask her few questions. Mengadakan aku.. For those who don't know who is Lynda Rahim is, u may google her name. She's a designer.. Love her wedding collection from hantaran to baju pengantin.. One of the top designers and SN Academy (CS) always shoot for them (or is it lynda rahim sponsor baju for them).. Either one la..

Speaking about wedding, i dream of a very simple wedding where only close family, relatives and few friends are invited with the total of 100 people only (ahahhaha). But mommy disagree with the idea as she said, we should have all family whether i am close to them or not as this is one time where relatives from what-ever-part-of-the-globe could gather and catch up. Hurmm.. What ever mommy.. But we both agree on one thing.. That is not to have engagement ceremony.. I just don't like the idea of kecoh-sekampung.. Tunang tak semestinya kekal.. So i prefer to be a bit kecoh when everything is confirmed~!!

So yeah, that is how it will be done.. When is the day and date? Hah!! Tunggu kita habis belajar and then only i will start to think and so on..

Til then, babai blog.. :)

I am mute and NOT deaf :)

Friday, September 30, 2011

Another week gone by and i am still here doing the same thing what i did last week.. What else? Assignments.. Apart from that, i have been hearing stories spread around.. People been talking about me.. Behind my back.. Something that i could be proud of, actually.. Weird? Not really..

It is not weird to feel proud when people are talking about you, you know. Especially when they trashed talk you something that superly doesn't make any sense. A friend of mine called me last monday and we talked for nearly an hour.

This person was kinda depressed because people been talking about this person behind this person's back. Those people act so nice to this person when in reality, they talk nonsense when this person is not around. And i was just saying how bad that it was.. Then this person continued and this person told me that they talked about me too.. And i said.. "Ok, what was it all about?"..

"They said you are too quite and too reserve. You spent too much time alone rather than hang out and gossip with them"..

Kelakar kan.. I just love minding my own business and not really into gossiping. Apparently my healthy way of living is not accepted in the society. People prefer kepochi girl and minah suka jaga tepi kain orang.. My God, aku bukan minah kampung masuk bandar yang nak culture shock, ok..~

Up until today, they still don't know that i already knew about this whole thing and i don't have intention of letting them know. But somehow i think they can figure it out by now.. Oh well.. Whatever..~

Next, school matters.. Works are piling up and its getting harder and harder.. In other words, things are so real now. I am trying to keep up with everything and trying hard to make things happen. I really hope that i can get things done and over with in time.

There are plans for last semester class trip. They planned to go to Bandung and meet the owner of Trans Studio. It sounds interesting as Trans Studio is the biggest theme park in the world plus it is an indoor theme park with variety concepts and entertainment. And i hope that the proposal is approved. I have never been to Bandung or to any part of Indonesia.

Next weekend, me and the girls are going to have a weekend gate-away.. Just the four of us. We are going to singapore to celebrate nena's birthday. We went to guilin for mine, didn't we? I am looking forward for the weekend because i really need the gate-away.. So much to do with so limited time.. Just not healthy..

Last but not least, i really wanna thank my b for everything he has done. Being there for me and lend me ears to listen to my blabbing is priceless.. I you b.. Always have and always will.. Feel so great that you are mine.. :)

Til my next update..

Without wax,


Busy week~

Thursday, September 22, 2011

This whole week has been a very busy week for me. Second week of the semester but the pressure is like the final week of the semester. Not really on the work wise.. More on "lambat warm up".. 5 months break was not a good idea.

Anyhow, my elective class are kinda fine compared to last semester. Maybe because i "ignore" everyone kot. Friends said, i am more to myself and did not really talk to others. I just do not feel like talking to anyone just yet. Tunggu la nanti2.. ABR still is not moving.. I guess, it is still not. And few minor dramas have taken place.

Kelakar.. Sini kata sana, sana kata sini.. Sini are my friends, sana are just bunch of people that i have never spoke to, yet they told me things about sini.. Hurmmm... Grow up, will you? When sini call, sana never pick up.. Then sana bla bla around about sini.. Kanak2 sangat..

Nothing much to tell.. All i know is, my weekends are full until 25 december.. Yup, that's like months from now.. I hope i can finish this semester finely.. i couldn't be bothered about others.. And will consider PhD as my next agenda in life.. My degree lecturers and my Ketua Program really advice me to continue as the money is already there. Just a matter of accept or reject.. But then of cos, there is always terms and condition apply..

Let's just see how i perform.. If i think i can handle another 4 years, then why not..

Til then


Gugur jantung aku~

Monday, September 19, 2011

Menaip dalam bahasa melayu

Saya menghabiskan masa sehari suntuk hari ini untuk buat assignment saya. Duduk depan laptop google islamic finance dan islamic business di benua eropah. Dalam sedang korek sana sini, jumpa page dan jumpa video temuramah antara eddie (pengacara rancangan) denfan joshua evans mengenai 10 alasan kenapa isa bukan tuhan. Joshua Evans adalah seorang bekas paderi dan telah memeluk islam dan sangat menyayangi islam dan berdakwah untuk islam dan memberitahu apa yang sepatutnya diketahui oleh manusia yang bukan islam.

Tontonlah video ni ok. Saja nak kongsi :)

Sedang asyik mendengar video tersebut, saya pun teruskan mencari bahan dan terjumpa satu page yang bercerita sesuatu yang sangat opposite. Iaitu bekas islam yang kini telah menjadi seorang paderi di salah sebuah gereja di denmark. Gereja tersebut kini kian berkembang. Sumpah, gugur jantung aku bila baca dan tengok video.

Fmr Muslim: Danish Church Waking to Gospel Call

By Dale Hurd
CBN News Sr. Reporter
Friday, June 03, 2011
4 Comment(s)

ODENSE, Denmark -- In Denmark, at least 4 percent of the country's population claims to be of the Muslim faith. Now, one former Muslim is sharing the gospel of Jesus Christ with them.

But it's not without a price.

Massoud Fouroozandeh was born a Muslim in Iran. In 1986 when the Iran-Iraq War broke out, Fouroozandeh, then 15, was called up for military duty. But instead of serving, he fled Iran on crutches through the Kurdish mountains, and eventually settled in Denmark.

Today, he is the pastor of one of the fastest growing churches in Denmark with a special outreach to Denmark's Muslim immigrants. He is the author of the book titled "The Forbidden Salvation."

His journey to Christianity began when his mother, who also became a Christian, gave him a Bible. This angered him and he decided to disprove it, but something different happened.

"I found the God of love," Fouroozandeh told CBN News.

Fouroozandeh was running his own business in Denmark when he says Jesus appeared to him in a dream and called him to serve Him. He later began the Church of Love.

"Our mission was to tell everyone we knew about Christ," he explained.

And that has made some Muslims in Denmark very angry. The Danish media has reported about how Pastor Fouroozandeh has been threatened by Muslims, including having one car damaged and another destroyed.

But he said this opposition and persecution is exactly what the church in Denmark has needed.

"Before the church was dead but now it is waking up," Fouroozandeh said.

Today the Church of Love has congregations in three different cities. The threat of violence is not stopping the gospel from reaching more Danish Muslims.

"We're building in love and there will be challenges but God is with us," Fouroozandeh said.

*Original broadcast May 17, 2011.

Sangat tidak boleh diterima akal. Tertutup rapat terus hati si dia. Sangat menyedihkan. Semoga Allah buka hati beliau kembali. Insya ALLAH..

Didn't know that you are that funny :)

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Updating blog is no longer my passion, doodling is no longer my interest. I used to type almost everything here on my blog and used to conteng here and there. Lukis situ sini sana sikit. Have lots of color pens and markers. Hah.. No more.. Not that girl anymore. I hate to write and hate to express anything.. Photography? That too.. Conclusion, i kinda repelled everything that i have ever loved. No specific reasons.. Just bored.. But dice request me to write and he reads my blogs.. So yeah, i'll update them~

Banyak benda berubah. How i see things and how i judge things. Cuma satu je benda yang tak mungkin berubah.. I could never forgive few people.. Not that i don't want to.. I just can't. Not until i got my answers to the questions i have in mind. Call me whatever, i don't care. You were not the one who had to face those and i bet if you were in my shoes, you would do and react the same.. Which i am so sure of that and kindda have proves too..

I think about you now and then, not by choice or not that i adore you. Cuma bila ada benda cross depan mata and ada similarity, terus macam, "Is she one immature person? If so, why?".. Funny when at one point, you were normal and months after that you turned into a one lunatic monster.. You talked and acted like a trouble two. Tak faham bila semua orang sudah berubah and grow up and move forward, tapi ada manusia yang still maintain react macam semua benda baru jadi semalam. That is just sad.

I don't understand and i couldn't be bothered. Just one thing i wanna tell you cause i know you would be reading this.. Do please grow up. No point of being older than but don't react like one. Do whatever you like to do. Your life has nothing to do with me.. You demand people to stay away from your life but you don't stay away from theirs'.. Learn that, like seriously.. Owh, enjoy reading my blog and twitter.. Cause i don't mind at all.. You can't compete me..~

p/s: Unlike you, i have guts to use my own name..


That's the end..~

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Monday 12th September, i started my new semester.. Final semester of my MBA and i am so thrill to get it done and over with. My class started at 2pm and i reached there about an hour early.. For no reason. Same classmates and nothing much changed since i last met them about 5 months ago. Same old story, no updates..

I hate my current class condition. It is a bit smaller and it is freezing cold. I had a chest pain and fell sick immediately.. What's new kan?? Asal start new semester mesti sakit.. Class shocked kah? And as usual, i didn't go to the clinic.. By hook or by crook, i want to get better all by myself. I need no drugs..

First day of class, we already been given some assignments and we have to present on next class.. That just is not cool but hey, we just have to through it.. I have to endure it.. Yesterday me and other marketing major students attended a conference at Pullman, Putrajaya so we had to skip yesterday's class.. It was a fun morning until we received text from friends who were in GBI class.. The lecturer already assigned us in groups and yes, we have another assignment already.. Good! I wasn't in class and i have to present next week.. That is just simply awesome. What do i know about Islamic Finance in France? Owh crapppp~!! To make it even more interesting, we've been told that we have to participate in next conference which it will be held on October 6th! Double crap~!! Perfecto!! 

Today is actually day two of the conference, but i skipped it.. This flu, cough and chest pain is just too much. If only we could change class.. The class is really too cold.. I really can't handle the coldness.. I don't have class tomorrow but i am just gonna drive myself to Shah Alam tomorrow.. Have tons to discuss with fellow friends. Hope i can get things done.. Seriously, i do hope that.. Very much!! 

Til my next update.. Hugs and Kisses :)


Raya 2011 Yow~!!

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

This year's raya is so much different than the previous years.. We went back to Melaka on the very first day of Syawal and i gave raya angpows to mamy, ayah, nieces, nephews, aunts, uncles and grandma. Seeing their faces smiling after receiving the angpows was priceless!~ Great feeling :)

Here are few pictures taken yesterday..~

Dah tak berapa rajin nak edit-edit gambar :)

Selamat Hari Raya, everyone~!!

Happy Merdeka Raya~!!

Salam bloggers sekalian..

Raya is yesterday's news, people.. Today, we are celebrating Malaysia's 54th Independence Day.. I am so proud to be Malaysia. We have achieved and gained so much over these years. I can't imagine to live else where.. I ♥ my country so much and would not trade it for anything else~

We should be thankful with what we have and should try do something to enhance and improve our country's economy.. Work hand in hand to make us better and stop ponting fingers at others. Celebrating Idul Fitri and Merdeka Day a the same should teach us 1001 lessons.. Be thankful and forgive each others for any wrongdoings, harsh acts and words..

Even google celebrate Merdeka Raya :)

Watch this video people :)

That is all for now.. Will update few Raya pictures :)


Eid Mubarak~

Monday, August 29, 2011

Ramadhan akan melabuhkan tirainya
Maka muncullah Syawal pula
Puasa sebulan telah terlaksana
Demi menyambut lebaran yang mulia

Tangan dihulur, maaf dipinta
Atas segala tesilap dan tekasar bahasa
Anda kata ada yang terluka
Diharap jangan disimpan selamanya

I wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya dan Maaf Zahir & Batin. Thank you so much for all the warm wishes and Hari Raya Card.. Failed to reply as it was so unexpected to be receiving cards nowadays.. Alas, i appreciate the cards and efforts.. Semoga kita bertemu lagi di lain Ramadhan dan peliharalah segala pahala yang diperolehi sepanjang ramadhan ini...

Lots of

What friends mean to me~

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

"A true friend will always stick around thru the fun and hard time or be a call/text away.. If the friends fail to perform those, hence just stop welcoming them, you are better off w/o them"

I adore and love all my friends and especially those whom i consider as close or best friends.. But somehow sometimes, they just love to take things for granted or just love to simply go beyond the line.. I have been very patient with one particular person. Always been there to support and cheer this person for whatever this person wants or intends or currently doing..

I always remain shut up even i always have this feeling of strangleling this person for all the wrongdoings and selfishness act.. Tapi tak... Kita diam jer.. Until last saturday when i was so freaking sick during the day (ngah puasa, only GOD knows how i felt), this person bbm-ed me and i told this person that i'll only entertain what-ever this person wanted to tell me after berbuka or after isya' because i could not stand looking at the phone's screen.. Instead of being understanding, this person got bloody pissed off with me..

Sumpah terasa nak sepak dia sangat.. Tak cukup kerek in bbm, this person went on crapping on twitter about me did not to reply the messages.. You know what, i am done being your friend.. You claimed that we have one solid friendship and apparently we are not.. And guess what, not only that we don't have a solid friendship, we are no longer friends.. I can't tolerate with you, your childish act and your selfish ass! I had enough, and yes the status about "i am kicking you out from my life" is meant for you.. Not only i don't like you anymore, i despise you..

Titik.. Good bye~!!

Pictures of Tioman~

I am sharing some of my Tioman's pictures.. Nit great pictures though.. Just wish i am rich enough to get a new and great camera.. Nevertheless, i am happy with this camera of mine.. It has been helping me much ;p

I went there 15 years ago and still, there is not much different.. Even so, i the ambient and atmosphere there.. Very calming and welcoming.. I shall be back there and stayed there for a week at least!!

Enjoy the pictures, ok :)

Without wax,