Maal Hijrah 1433~

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Hari terakhir dalam kalender hijrah; bumi dibasahi hujan lebat. Hamba-Mu menganggap itu satu hujan rahmat dimana ia akan membasuh dan menbuang segala kedukaan, keburukan serta kepahitan hidup yang dialami dalam tempoh setahun. Banyak yang telah aku pelajari sepanjang satu tahun ini. Macam-macam aku lihat dan lalui.. Pahit getir, tanges dan tawa silih berganti. Luka kering meninggal parut dan ada kala parut kembali berdarah. Namun sebagai manusia dan hamba, aku aku redha dan diam harungi semua.

Perjalanan hidup penuh warna-warni walau kadangkala ada masanya ribut taufan muncul tanpa amaran. Jatuh bangun dan tersungkur itu adat resam kehidupan. Apa pun yang diharungi, aku tetap bangkit kemudiannya dan bangun setiap pagi dengan lakaran senyuman di bibir kerana aku diberi peluang sehari lagi untuk melihar dunia dan betulkan kesilapan semalam.

Pejam celik aku sudah berada di semester akhir dan hanya menghitung hari untuk tamat belajar. Kemana arahku selepas ini? Sudah tentu azamku kuat untuk melangkah mendaki setapak lagi untuk sambung pengajianku. Namun segalanya bergantung kepada rezeki dan takdir yang maha ESA. Aku hanya akan terus berusaha untuk cuba mendapatkan tempat. Senarai universiti telah aku lihat, pandangan sahabat dan dekan telah aku perolehi. Tinggal hanya menunggu masa yang sesuai untuk aku mula memohon. Harap sangat peluang aku cerah. Tinggi harapan ayah dan mamy nak lihat aku ke peringkat kedoktoran. Harapnya, tuah dan rezeki ada untuk aku.

Sungguhpun pelbagai yang terpaksa aku tempuhi dalam masa setahun ini, aku tetap bersyukur kerana ada masanya aku dihujani berita gembira. Keputusan semster kedua aku meningkat mendadak, hubungan aku dengan faishi kian pulih, keluarga aku semuanya dalam keadaan sihat sejahtera, faisi diberi peluang melebarkan sayapnya, rezeki dimurahkan bagi aku dan faishi serta akhir sekali kami berdua dikurniakan para sahabat yang sangat memahami dan sentiasa menyokong teguh setiap apa yang kami ingin kejarkan dan laksankan. Alhamdulillah untuk semua kurniaan ILAHI.

Terlalu banyak yang ingin dikongsikan.. Terlalu banyak yang aku pelajari.. Namun cukuplah setakat ini aku nukilkan.. Karangan ini khas aku tujukan untuk diriku sendiri agar aku lebih mengenali siapa diri aku sebelum ini.. Semoga tahun baru ini memberi aku seribu satu peluang untuk aku menjadi insan yang lebih beriman dan berjaya....

Salam Maal Hijrah 1433 kepada semua umat islam walau dimana anda berada.


Thursday 24/11/11

Friday, November 25, 2011

Hey blog..

My class ended early yesterday and i did not skip any class.. Good for me.. Right after class, i went to One Utama as i needed to buy a bibliography book for my Strategic Management assignment where i have to critique about a well known leader and his/her strategies in building up his/her company. At first i wanted to do about Tony Fernandes but i changed last minute as i saw a book on Lim Goh Tong. I started to read the book immediately and i almost finish reading it by now. But had to stop earlier because assignments makin menggunung.. That SM work submit lambat lagi, so had to put it aside will continue right after i get back from Kuching next weekend..

I love the book dearly.. I meant, i learnt a lot from the late Lim Goh Tong. A very modest man with very high determination. Even everyone called him mad and insane, he proved to them that things can be done and yes, he succeeded! Amazing.. If only i could be just like him.. Be businessman tu macam tak boleh because my field is completely different.. But at least i want to have his high spirit, determination and motivation.. Really want those..

Enuff about that.. Since Breaking Dawn released yesterday; here are some pictures and trailer about the movie. I really hope the movie is very similar as written in the book because the book is just superb.. Enjoy :)

Who ever have the time, do watch the movie ok.. :) Got butterfly in my tummy.. Heeeee.. Whatever it is, trust me when i say Edward reminds me so much of Mr Dice.. Exactly the same.. All around... :)

Til my next update


Lollipop is my vitamin~

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

At this very moment i should not be at home.. I have a seminar that i should attend to but as usual, i am one lazy girl.. Too lazy lately and i just hate dressing up and have to look smart (as in brain smart) and attend those kind of events. Conferences, talks and seminars.. Not now.. The head is really serabot with assignments and presentations and i do not wish to add anything else anymore..

I watched the bachelor just now. Watched Jake proposed Vienna.. Sadly i watched they broken up ages ago.. So macam, alahai kesiannya korang penat2 lompat2 sebab just got engaged without knowing that in the future, they are going to split up. Sucks, but that's life..

Only they know the real reasons why she called off the wedding. She claimed that Jake was no longer interested in her.. Hardly kiss and hardly make love.. And Jake didn't deny it and didn't agree to it either. Too many people speculated things on the internet and i don't wish to read them. Personally, i prefer the other girl. Not only she was more beautiful, but was warmer and more polite too.. Cerita orang putih pun macam cerita orang kita, "tiada jodoh"

So my entry has nothing to do with the topic above.. Hahah.. I just wanna confess that i am a huge fan of lollipop since i was 13. There was this one shop in old wing One Utama called In The States, and now it is known as Party World at IPC, this shop is my favo shop if i want to shop for my candies.. Love their candies and the kakak who is still working there still can recognize my face.. I appreciate it, nancy

I am 26 now which means i have been the shop's customer for the past 13 years.. Omaigodddd!! Amazing.. I am such a loyal customer :)

Oraitz.. Til then.. Got to go~


This is just how i wasted my day~

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

As i approaching the end of the semester, i feel myself getting more lousier each day. Do not put the blame on me as the lecturers keep on cancelling class til a two-day class per week became no-day class.. Mood semua lari ntah ke mana. As for today, i attended morning class but i skipped the afternoon class for no specific reason. Just me being lazy. Had lunch with sayang at his office and drove straight home. Reached home was around 2.30pm and grabbed dvds i bought last sunday and started to watch 'em. Watched 2 movies today.. Just spending the afternoon alone.. Not entirely fun, but 'alone' and peaceful..

I watched Abduction first. It was not a bad movie.. There's action, grudge, romantic but the movie was too short to combine all.. It has the a good story line but it was not an oscar-award type of a movie. But it was fine to watch though. Didn't fall asleep, it was a good sign :p

Next, i watched Zookeeper.. The movie was about Griffin the zookeeper who loves his job dearly and thought that he was in love with Stephanie. He tried so hard to win her heart back after been dumped 5 years ago by listening to all crappy advices given to him by those animals he "works" with. Apparently, she wasn't in love with the real him. Plus minus, the movie is sort of like Dr Dolittle but with different set of drama. Overall, it was a fine movie and kindda worth to watch at home :)

That was just how i wasted my afternoon today. Was lazy to attend class and was lazy to do my pending assignments. So yeah.. Right after the 2 movies, i took a short nap and woke up just in time to watch Cinta Elysa.. Printed my assignments after the drama, read my Deception Point for few pages and here i am updating this blog.. I must say, writing is no longer my interest. I have very limited words and my daily activity is really take a toll out of me. The brain is really tired but unfortunately not many people can understand how tired my brain is and how painful my back is and how many nights i have a sleepless night due to chest pain.. Oh well... How would they know if they never asked and i myself never go whining about it...

Last but not least, congratulations to our Harimau Muda for winning the gold medal for SeaGames last night. I watched all games played by Group A and winning the gold medal was priceless.. Money can't buy.. To me, Captain Marvelous Baddrol Bakhtiar was the hero. But i am not denying the fact that it was the whole team effort.. Congrats once again.. Each of them received a RM30k.. Wow.. That's a lot and they certainly deserve it.. Congrats and good luck for tomorrow's game against Syria for olympic qualifying :)

Til then; good night


Sinple Sunday~

Monday, November 21, 2011

Sunday is the only day that sayang will have time for me. He has been busy with his new routines and everything. Somehow i knew he was really tired but he used his quality resting day to went out with me. And so we went out. I really appreciated his effort and everything. seriously i do. And at a point, i feel really guilty but ntah.. It's just that i miss him so much and miss spending time with him. Yurp, you may *slap* me in the face :)

The outing was very simple. Was not a romantic date or what. Just the two of us went out on sunday and had a very simple lunch, had a deep conversation and watched a movie before we hung out with his other friends.. We watch the immortals..

OMG.. Seriously this movie was not worth at worth at all to be watched at the cinema. Too many short scene combined and that just made the whole movie a little bit funny. Story line? Perhaps for others, GEMPAK la kot.. But as for me, it was more like, "whathafish??" Get my point? Still, i read from somewhere the collection was nearly USD$ 32million?? Like seriously?? I sincerely think that it is a crappy movie and i wonder why people love the movie.. Perhaps they enjoyed the graphic.. Anyhow, here is the summary of the movie;

Eons after the Gods won their mythic struggle against the Titans, a new evil threatens the land. Mad with power, King Hyperion (Mickey Rourke) has declared war against humanity. Amassing a bloodthirsty army of soldiers disfigured by his own hand, Hyperion has scorched Greece in search of the legendary Epirus Bow, a weapon of unimaginable power forged in the heavens by Ares. Only he who possesses this bow can unleash the Titans, who have been imprisoned deep within the walls of Mount Tartaros since the dawn of time and thirst for revenge. In the king's hands, the bow would rain destruction upon mankind and annihilate the Gods. But ancient law dictates the Gods must not intervene in man's conflict. They remain powerless to stop Hyperion...until a peasant named Theseus (Henry Cavill) comes forth as their only hope. Secretly chosen by Zeus, Theseus must save his people from Hyperion and his hordes. Rallying a band of fellow outsiders-including visionary priestess Phaedra (Freida Pinto) and cunning slave Stavros (Stephen Dorff)-one hero will lead the uprising, or watch his homeland fall into ruin and his Gods vanish into legend.

So that was the movie i watched.. Breaking Dawn Part 1 is next which will only be available on cinema this coming thursday.. Not sure whether i'll have the time to watch at the cinema or not.. We'll see~

Til my next update :)

Good night~

Shout out to my dearest sayang; thanx baby... I love u so much!!

Patience is a Virtue~

Friday, November 18, 2011

When life brings you down, you must quickly find a rope to pull yourself back up again. Life is a bitch and yet beautiful at the same time. many things taken place with one main objective which to teach us to be a better human. When life gets tougher, that's the cue for us to bring us closer back to our creator. We never forget him, but maybe we spent lesser time with him.

Technically my life is fine but lately somehow i feel very uneasy. I can't really put things into words. I have so many things on my mind right now and sometimes, i can't really put them into orders anymore. Nothing is wrong as school is just fine except for more workloads coming in. Family is doing great as always, Alhamdulillah Praise to Allah for that. Stories with dice are fine too... Things are getting better and really hope it will remain as it is until forever.. Insya Allah..

Things did changed for the past few days. Maybe the adapting process takes longer time than i expected. Sabar dalam menyesuaikan diri itu bukan suatu perkara mudah. Nevertheless, i'm not showing any sign of fall back or back down. No i won't.. It ain't happening. But i must say, there are some of the things that i can't adapt and that is just something that i wouldn't change. Not being stubborn but more like it "hit" me once or twice, thus i will not let it "hit" me again.

Patience is a virtue, people keep on saying that. But do they really understand it? Do they really practice it? At one point i be very tolerate with people and minutes later, i exploded. Like we all know, everything has a limit. Ironically, the person who caused me to explode is now giving me a warning not to make him/her explode. Don't you think it's like we go back to phase one? Where he/she tormented me and i remained silent before i exploded. When i exploded he/she remained silent and now his/her time to explode? When this thing will end if it always like such? Whatever it is "Patience is a necessity for a happy existence".. All i need is a deep tolerance and understanding from every party. And hoping people could just stop tormenting me.

Til my next update~


Half of the month~

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Writing and updating the blog when i have too many pending assignments. I am tired of doing it. A full one whole week.. I think i deserve a little break but i know, they know that that is so impossible. I wonder what other people have been up to.. I stop reading their blogs and i kindda stop writing too.. Not stop, more like a long pause... A very long, indeed..

Dice told me a little secret and i found kind of very hard to believe. My heart is not that strong to handle it so i broke it to my sis.. Sorry sayang.. The sister pula bijak bistari pi conducted her own little investigation and guess what, she found what we were not supposed to be found. Gahhh.. Guess what dice told me is true after all... Heart attack.. Heart attack.. My sister immediately said, "I never heard and saw any of this".. Laughed and walked away.. Hampeh..

Next, a dear classmate of mine got married yesterday. Very beautiful ceremony and pictures will be uploaded soon. She was very pretty.. Oh well, bride memang cantik kan.. Just gor married yesterday but have to attend class tomorrow.. Sian kan.. Oh well, that's the price you have to pay when you decided to get married while you are still studying and at the end of the semester break..*LOL*.. Nevertheless, congratulations dear Nisa and thanx for inviting me and dice. We definitely had one awesome time catching up with others *cuti semester..lama tak jumpa classmates lain*.. Hihihi~

It has been so long since i last blabbed about my weight and my own exercise regime, didn't i? Well well well... My mind is too busy thinking and handling other matters so i don't have much time to think about working out. But i must say, i miss sweating and enjoying morning fresh air. I should manage my time properly after this.. Stay healthy, that's what i should aim for..

I think that is all for now.. Til my next update



Dan Brown :)

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Hey there blog of mine. I am currently on my semester break due to hari raya aidiladha. Whether there's a semester break or not, there's nothing much different sebab kalay tak cuti pun i will only be in shah alam on monday and tuesday. Two days a week, that's all. But the workloads, i am not gonna lie.. Sangat-sangat banyak. Even so, it doesn't stop me from having the intention of pursuing to the next level. I hope it shall happen next year, Insya Allah.

Dalam keadaan busy getting all my assignments done, i steal few moments here and there to read my novels. I just finished the previous book, "Master Of The Game" and the story was kind of hanging. I need to buy the sequal; "Mistress Of The Game". But dice didn't let me because i have another 12 books unread. Makanya, saya harus besabar sejenak..

But reading has to continue so the book i am reading now is "Deception Point" by Dan Brown. Everyone knows him, right? Who doesn't? He is a brilliant author who never fail to make my heart beating fast while reading his words. Another superb author after Sidney Sheldon.. Love these 2 men..

Here is the summary of Deception Point;

Rachel Sexton, estranged daughter of the charismatic leading Presidential nominee Senator Sedgewick Sexton, and herself a highly competent "gister" working for the little known but highly effective intelligence agency NRO (National Reconnaissance Office), one day gets an unexpected audience with the President himself. On his request, she soon herself in the icy depths of the Arctic, sent to verify a stupendous discovery by NASA.

Coming at a time when NASA’s existence is threatened by Sedgewick’s rhetoric condemning its very expensive failures, Rachel finds the discovery too coincidental. But outside experts like Michael Tolland, a world-famous oceanographer, convince Rachel of its authenticity. Just hours before the President announces this information, Rachel and Michael discover a deadly deception. Before they can go public with the vital information, a highly skilled team of Special Forces are sent to destroy them. Battling nature’s deadly elements as well as unstoppable killers armed with incredibly high-tech arsenal, the duo struggle to survive and discern the truth.

With author Dan Brown at the helm, readers are virtually guaranteed a book which is not only thrilling, intense and riveting but also thought-provoking; this book is no exception. Brown’s painstaking research is readily apparent in the copious authentic facts on which the premise of this entire story rests, adding a chilling touch of realism to the tale. Visual descriptions and a mild romance round off this adventurous story. Integrating behind-the-scenes look at insidious Washington political power-brokering with cutting edge high-tech research as well as abstruse scientific facts, Deception Point is a perfectly paced, inventive and gripping whodunit.

While i was googling to find this summary, i came across of something else. A movie trailer on YouTube. Apparently, they have filmed this Deception Point and it will be premiered next year. I don't know when is the exact date, but i shall watch it. This is the trailer.. I think this is the unofficial one.. But just watch it ok..

That's the book i am reading now. I can't spend too much time with the book because of my workloads.. Wait for my next book ya.. Happy Tuesday everyone :)


Hello Hello November~

Friday, November 4, 2011

We have entered November last Tuesday and so November is treating me fine, not great but Alhamdulillah. I am thankful enough. I am getting better as i attended classes as usual and i can drive normally again.. That is just good enough for me at the moment.

Work loads still piling up and yes i am complaining about it but i am not showing any signs of stopping. Thinking of applying for my PhD soon and also hoping i could get another round of scholarship. If i manage to get it, it would be my third round.. Alhamdulillah, rezeki saya ditaja belaja dari degree dan master.

Anyways, my life is pretty amazing lately.. My life is super busy.. Spending time with everyone; friends, books, and of course with Dice. What else can i ask for? Ermmm.. Of course kalau boleh dimurahkan rezeki untuk pergi lebih jauh lagi.. Journey in life lately is very expensive.. Everything requires money and money is what i am lacking off at the moment.. Sikit je lagi lyne, soon you will be working.. :)

All and all, that is what i have been up too and still have not finish the book i blabbed about.. I don't really have much time.. Still have around less than 150 pages more.. All i can say is, please grab that book.. You won't be regret. It full with tragedies and dramas that will make you ask for more.. So, please read it fellas :)

Til then, lots of love from me to you.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha everyone~