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Wednesday, February 12, 2014

I watched this movie last friday with my hubs. Was not so bad. Nice actions. Nice graphics. Nice colors. The movie was solid 2 hours. I didn't find it boring or what. except that at a point, i found it a bit boring. Meleret ke apa ke.. Didn't fall asleep, itu yang penting. Cuma, i would say, i prefer the old version better. Don't know why.. Well, sometimes, when you are too hard, the result would be able to capture the hearts of others. Bukan kata ianya tak ada quality, mungkin hanya kamu saja yang faham.. Anyhow, it was a good one. I would not mind to watch it again.. On TV of course..~

Next update, to those who love to read books and actually have time to read (unlike me who love but have very limited time), please don't forget to crash the mines starting from 15th feb until 21st feb. Go grab as much books as u like. Spend on books tak rugi. Provided u will read those la.. Kita still ada banyak buku tak banyak. Such a waste. Wish i do have time to read.. Penat bila balik rumah.. Kat ofis tak abes2 baca research and text books. Balik rumah nak hadap tulisan lagi, mmg tak larat dah.. Anyway, do spread this around ok.. Please Malaysians, jadilah rajin membaca. Pupuk sikap minat membaca dari kecil..~

Til my next update.


I was sick again and i am thankful..~

Last friday as i was on my way back to KL, i started to sneeze.
But controllable and still managed to went out with hubs to watch Robocop that night.
Unfortunately on Saturday, the sneezing worsen.. Even so, clinic was not in my to-do-list on that day..
Went back to MIL home and had trouble of sleeping.
The head felt like idk..
On sunday morning, hubs insisted of taking me to the clinic and so we went.
The thermometer "decided" to tell me that i was not on fever but the doctor insisted on telling me that i have fever.
Nurse pun kata kita demam sebab i was burning hot.
She prescribed me some medc and gave me 2 days of MC.
Hubs dropped me at my parents' home on mon and tues.
Because he knew that's where i can be more comfortable sbb sakit..
Kalau sihat, i dont mind staying at my in laws'..

Monday was ok. Kepala sakit sikit2 but i was fine.
But tuesday was like the world is exploding.
I cant explain the pain..
Told parents that i have a headache and they asked me to sleep.
I couldnt sleep due to the pain and so i called my hubs..
Die suruh makan ubat..
I guess he didnt know what kind of pain i had to endure..

So i hung up, and walked into my parents' room..
Dorg still tak sedar that i was different til i said,
"i am not interested in listening to all the stories that u want to tell me".
Dorg senyap and then they looked at me. Then only they realized how much i was in pain..
Mamy cepat2 urut kepala and baca i dont know what surah and ayah bagi kita minum air..
Air yassin and die da baca some surahs.
Drank it and went back into my room..
1/2hour later, muntah bagai pipe bomba and terus sehat banyak..
Kepala ada la sikit2 sakit.. Tidur sampai hubs came over to fetch me.
Balik umah inlaws... bla bla bla..
Woke up this morning with slight dizzy.. Drove back to melaka
And here i am typing this after i had done almost the things that should be done for the past 2 days..
Now, patiently waiting for my meeting at 430pm that i was supposed to attend yday at 3pm but i cancelled it..

Mengharapkan kesihatan yang lebih baik..

Terima ayah mamy sebab jaga kita..
Terima kasih abah mak sebab sentiasa preparekan food for me..
Terima kasih b sebab sentiasa doakan untuk kita and teman kite spjg kite melepet last weekend and setiap malam..
I know u were panic a bit because it had been what? 8 months since kita tak sakit cemtu kan.. :)

Terima kasih Allah kerana beri aku ujian begini..
Setiap kesakitan dan ujian adalah cara untuk kau tunjukkan kasih sayang kau dan mungkin cara untuk hapuskan dosa aku..
Kalau itu adalah caranya, aku terima dengan redha :)
Sakit, tapi aku redha..

Til my next update..


Umrah 2014~

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Alhamdulillah.. Praise to Allah..

Last 22Jan, my family and i flew to Madinah and we came back on 1st feb 2014.
Never thought that i would be "invited" again. Sangat terharu. Thanks to my parents for sponsoring me and hubs.
Wonderful gift we could ever asked for. Thank you so much...

Hubs and i had this plan of performing umrah together after our wedding last year but had postponed it as mamy and others want to go also.
But they can't go yet on those dates. Kakak nak deliver la, nephew and niece nak exam semua.
So yeah, we finally get to go last 22nd january after had to face many many many unforeseen issues and dramas.

Reached medina around 11pm (local time). We were there from thurs til saturday.
Memang peak sgt sebab arab saudi cuti.
Anyhow, we unpacked and slept.
Woke up at 430am and walked to Masjid Nabawi.
Penuh and packed. Frust seme kena solat subuh atas marble but sangat happy because there were so many people.
I somehow felt happy to see many muslims got together and solat. Like seriously, i did..
But of course kadang kala mcm frust sebab asyik kena tolak.
Went to Quba on thursday. Too many people and the drama was too overwhelming.
After we went thru, i broke down and cried. I had my mom and others walked behind me.. "sigh"

The drama did not stop there. Had to encounter similar incident when we intended to visit Raudhah.
Had to wait for nearly 4 hours and once we were in there, the pushing did not stop.
Nevertheless, i took the opportunity to pray and doa.
I did not cry.. Not until the ustazah said "Ok, mari kita"..
At that time, i cried hard. My reaction towards PBUH was like he was there. Like he was actually there..
Standing and watching.. Sumpah.. That was how i felt at that time..

On Saturday, we left madinah around 4pm (kot) and the journey to mekah began,
Reached mekah around 10pm. had our dinner and left to Masjidil Haram.
Saw the kaabah after 11years was indescribable.
I cried again after i was done with the tawaf.
I cried because i really cant believe that i was there. Stand tall in front of it.
Cant believe that Allah actually invited me.. Cant believe that Allah actually accepted my visit.
Nanges terharu.. And i feel like crying as i am typing now..
Done my first umrah wajib around 2am and headed to the hotel.

Spent the next few days with performing solat at the mosque and visiting several places.
And also got the chance to perform another 2 umrah.
I cried hard on my 3rd umrah.
Mcm2 kita sebut dalam doa. Mcm2 kite minta.
Rasa diri sangat hina untuk meminta2 tp kepada siapa lagi nak mengadu and meminta??
Requested few things and i really do hope that Allah will grant my prayers. Really do hope..

Did my tawaf widak last friday. And of course, i cried.
One of the many things i requested from HIM was, "Tolong jemput aku lagi ke mekah dan madinah. Tolong sangat2"..
I am sure whether what i feel now is the same as to what others feel..
Tapi kite rasa sangat2 "attach" to mekah. I just dont know how to explain. Tp itulah yang kite rasa...
I really wanna go there again.. I really do...

Ya Allah.. Please invite me again.
Please let me set my foot there again.. Please...
Only u know how much i wanna go there again..
Perasaan kita sekarang tak sama macam 12 and 11 tahun yang lalu.. I appreciate this whole umrah and ibadat more now..

Sangat mengharapkan ada rezeki lagi untuk kite ke sana dalam masa terdekat...