its all good. Alhamdulillah. .~

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Alhamdulillah.. Just came back from the conference.
Presented my little research and its all good.
A paper that I was suppose to present last year but can't commit. Syukur, dah lepas.

Thankfully I had great audience who I can consider as supportive.
Glad to be the last presenter.
Heard wonderful presentations earlier. I would have better understanding if they presented in english..
Unfortunately everything was fully in bm.
I understood the content n purpose but failed to understand the terminology..
Wish they could just maintain the terms in english during the presentation. It will make it easier for me to understand... (Nampak tak tahap selfish aku??*

Anyway, it was all good. Learnt a lot..
Especially the parts where I know that *I am not the only who face those and other lecturers from other institutions do too*
Perghhh.. Its like a global problem and not only mine!

See the pictures above?
The proves that I have made it.
Alhamdulillah =)

Til my next update.


Final week of June 2014..~

Sunday, June 22, 2014

Hey there dear blog of mine.
It is me again typing here..
See told ya, it would be here more frequent..

So we are approaching the final week of June 2014..
I am gonna be slightly busy this week but not as busy as i was weeks ago.
Tomorrow i need to finalise all the presentations marks and whatever the things that related to MBR.
On tuesday, i will be presenting my second paper..
Should have presented it last year but the cost was too much and i was not ready at that time.
Cost, work and travel was too much at that time.
Now i am ready and i will present at the same place as i did back in 2012.
I hope i wont get any heart burn or nervous attack..
Insya Allah... HE will ease it for me..

Will be turning another year older next friday.
Celebrating birthday is not something that i always do..
I guess the last time i actually celebrated my birthday was back in 2012, 2010 and 2007..
And when i was 8, perhaps..
Lain - lain cuma seperti harian biasa. Nothing much..

Anyway, since its my birthday i requested to watch the transformers once its out.
Simple kan.. never asked anything that was weird or too much from anyone..
To me, birthday is just a day that i want to have it to myself... :)

Transformers: Age Of Extinction is the fourth film in director Michael Bay’s global blockbuster franchise. Mark Wahlberg, Stanley Tucci, Li Bingbing , Kelsey Grammer, Sophia Myles, T. J. Miller, Nicola Peltz, Jack Reynor and Titus Welliver star. The film begins after an epic battle that left a great city torn, but with the world saved. As humanity picks up the pieces, a shadowy group reveals itself in an attempt to control the direction of history… while an ancient, powerful new menace sets Earth in its crosshairs. With help from a new cast of humans, Optimus Prime (voiced by Peter Cullen) and the Autobots rise to meet their most fearsome challenge yet. In an incredible adventure, they are swept up in a war of good and evil, ultimately leading to a climactic battle across the world. 

Since work is almost done, i started to read again..
I know i should not be spending my time on reading this since i should get my proposal done.
but i need me time.. Like seriously.. Me time~~
Maka, this is my next book; just rewards by Barbara Taylor Bradford..


From the blockbuster bestselling author comes the dramatic conclusion to the saga that began with Emma Harte and A Woman of Substance. Four women at a crossroads. A family in crisis. And an enemy planning for a long-awaited chance at revenge. Who will have their just rewards?
Linnet O'Neill, great-granddaughter of Emma Harte, finds herself following in the footsteps of the original woman of substance as she battles to modernize the family business. Returning from her honeymoon full of fresh ideas for bringing the Harte empire into the new century, Linnet locks horns with her mother, Paula, in a battle about the future...
Tessa Fairley is ready to start a new life after an acrimonious divorce—which might include rivaling her sister Linnet for the top spot in the Harte business.
India Standish, who is planning her own glamorous summer wedding in Ireland, is thrown off balance when her fiancĂ©'s daughter Atlanta comes to live with them—closely followed by his unstable ex-girlfriend, intent on trouble.
Evan Hughes, their American cousin, unwittingly brings an enemy into their midst. But Evan's sister Angharad, who tries to infiltrate the quartet of young women, meets Jonathan Ainsley, the deadly enemy of the Hartes.
Together, they find themselves in a web of vengeance whereby no Harte is safe.
"Ambitious…engrossing…the plot is equal parts evil, rivalry, and romance."
WashingtonPost Book World
"Bradford's characters are so real, readers clamor to know them better."
-USAToday Weekend Magazine
Good reviews.. I hope i would give the same remarks once i am done with it..

Til my next update

Dear Ramadhan..~

Saturday, June 21, 2014

Ramadhan is just around the corner.
Next sunday is just days away.
I am kinda excited. Excited because its ramadhan again..
Excited because I still have a stable & happy life with husband..
Excited that I have the given the chance to improve myself.
Will try to khatam quran this time. Which means I need to bring my quran to office.. Tapi segan..
Takut org ngata..

Since ramadhan is coming and I dont have the intention to buka luar unless if I have to...
I need to prepare my dish list for every night..
The fact that I don't eat rice much kindda make it difficult for me to cook..
Because at times I wanna eat lauk2 yg kena ngan nasi.. but I dont eat nasi..

Kena buka buku resepi ni.. Heeee...

Til my next update =)


I think I should start blogging again..~

Friday, June 20, 2014

Hello blog.. Life is pretty much the same.
Alhamdulillah work is finally reduced and kinda look forward for finals. Few more days..
Can't wait.
The timetable for invigilate is out but I haven't collect it from the HEA..

Next tuesday 430pm, I will be presenting my next paper.. At the same hotel..
Reason? Near and cheaper.
Couldn't be bothered of where to present, just wanna gain as much experience as I can..
I hope I won't be too nervous.

Will be turning 29 soon.. Damn I am getting older..
Sekejap je dah nak 6 tahun I am into blogging.
How time flies.. Too many things I have shared here..
Ups downs and everything..
Dari public to private to public to private..
Not so ready to let the world read of what I have written..
Entahlah.. Let it be my little secret, perhaps..

I have submitted my transfer application.
The meeting will be held in shah alam somewhere in september.
As much as I know I'd be sad of needing to let my hse go if I get to move,
Deep down in my heart, I wish they will approve it.
Entahlah.. I know I can handle bundles of work..
But I am one person who just can't handle drama..
Too many drama around here and I find it impossible to cope..

Let's pray and hope for the best =)


Being the youngest..~

Saturday, June 7, 2014

Hey blog.. Where ever I am, I guess I will always be the youngest. I am not sure whether its a good thing or a jinx.

Anyway, it always lead and let me see something that I never wanna see. I mean the world always let me be the witness of something that isn't nice and its just sad.

People screaming/yelling to one and another right before my eyes. I almost cried bcs I just couldn't take it anymore. Seriously things were too harsh. Thank God someone needed my help so it allowed me to leave the scene.

Shouldn't tje elderly show some manners as they always expect us to *walk straight* when they practically aren't good role models. Shocking but true..

A conclusion that I can make is, ikhlas and pls be truthful in whatever u do and say. Everyone would have their own methods & preferences but do know that everything can actually be discussed. Respect has to be mutual and not a one way street.